Getting Better!

Finally, Caroline making her return after exactly one month of absence. Time flies, many things happened within this particular one month. Ugly truths ... disappointment ... betrayed ... backstabbed ... tears ... exhausted ... hopeless ... Yay, it's really a very down and a month with negative atmosphere.

No worries, I can proudly tell you all out there now, "I'm getting better (be it the situation I'm in now or my sick) and I will getting even more better & stronger". I should stay focus with what I have planned and keep going; stay positive! All I'm facing now, and what I will facing in the very near future are obstacles to make me stronger. God is testing on me, can't be giving me things I want so easy then I will never learn to appreciate it.

I'm really better after this round of sick. I felt bad for throwing tantrum to my family, simply because I'm stressed up. Geez I'm still very low in emotional control :(

I have few tips to share when you feel you reach the bottle neck in your life:

1. Let it be. When comes to a situation that you can't change anything, just let it comes and deal with it. Think this way, after all, it is just making you more stronger.

2. Talk to family members & friends. Make sure you talk to one that positive not the one that will agree with all your negative thoughts, else you will be just drown by all those negative thoughts. Thanks my mommy, she is really a great friend of mine, she spent hours to comfort me, listen to me, make sure I'm fine here, take all tantrums I threw ... brainwashing me with lotsa positive possibilities. [I was wondering am I so emo and negative all because of 2012?? hahaha!]

3. Don't eat to destress but do something make you sweat like hell. Serious, it worked! I'm kinda hygiene freak, been busy till no time to wash the toilet. I'm sick and this morning I woke up by 6 to clean the house & my room, changed new bedsheets and washed toilet; after that I really feel release ... I sweat a lot a lot too!

4. Try to control yourself to speak out something one second later, it may make a big change. Hehe! I'm not sure bout others, but me, I will lost control scolding people and saying out words hurt when I'm stressed up *shy*

5. When you can't get things this way, change your way. This is what I believe, if you stay focus, you will always get to where you want; if you met any obstacles, just change your way, you will still getting where you want if you stay focus enough.

6. Treat yourself extremely good. Like what I will do, I will do pedi mani, changing nail color like nobody business. Know why? Cause you just throw those problems behind your head and focus doing one thing, it will help to lessen your tense.

7. If you really really really unhappy with current situation but can't change anything; maybe I can suggest you to go to change a new look. Yay! I just have a new hair cut ;) [can you imagine how stressed up I am now? hahaha!]



Oh gosh, my darkcirles ... I know this is what you gonna say when you saw the picture. And I gained weight too :( Stay tune for my Special K 2-Week Challenge that starting tomorrow. [Wish: I can drop a jean size!!!]

Be patient with more updates on Special K 2-Week Challenge ya; and of course other exciting THINGS =)

Leo Burnett, Agency of the Year in Kancil Awards 2009

Sorry for the late update here. Life is really busy recently, lots of deadlines are waiting to kill me off. it is 1am+ and my mind is still traffic-jamming with works, arghhh... Alright, just let me take a short break and forget about tons of work I'm having now cause work will never get done, don't you agree?

Last Friday was Kancil Awards 2009 night. Guess what ...



...



... my baby brand, Dutch Lady YES! won 1 Merit and 1 Bronze in Kancil Awards 2009. Baby brand? Ya, Dutch Lady YES! launched till to-date is less than a year, coming to its one year birthday soon. This new launch campaign was the first campaign that assigned to me when I just joined LB. It is really great to see my baby brand growing till the results we achieve to-date. People were saying FMCG accounts will never won in Kancil Awards, but we make it, some more is for milk, the f**king god damn boring white fluid, sorry I'm just joking. Hehehe! It is really great and challenging to work on this account though, how you change people perception on milk till they change their behavior to something positive, like increasing their milk consumption (err ... sounds so business buzz), anyway, it is real cool, isn't it?

Will power, I would like to share. I still remember the first time I attended Kancil Awards night, it was one year back when I just joined LB (Yay, I been with this account for 1 year+ d). Super duper jealous to see people went up to the stage to receive the awards, and I told myself, "hmm ... next year is going to be my turn to step on the stage to get the recognition on works I have done ..." and I DID IT! I'm really happy =) Thanks God for giving me the chance to work with great people so that only my dream comes true.




Special credits to Karen (my boss who shape me for who I am today), Patrick (my manager who guide & give me the supports when I'm indeed), Bee Lin (my ex-teammate who taught & guide me a lot), Yew Leong (tan sri, who is really great to work with), Seong (niceee Art Director though he always bully me haha, joking), Paul (the copywriter who I argued with before), Ken Wong (self-acclaimed leng chai visualiser), Rasydan (my Producer who is having his one year unpaid leave in UK now, damn good life!), MFX team (Geoff, Sidney and the team, you guys are really cool =P) and others who support me all the while, of course of dearest family too.

You guys are really awesome! It is really fun working with you all, let us continue the fun! YES! for the right to play.

Yaya, not to forget Leo Burnett won Agency of the Year in Kancil Awards 2009. We all were shocked when announced this award goes to us. My belief: work hard, and you will sure get paid for all the hard works, so stop complaining but putting in more efforts if you really want something. [Meaning it's time to continue my work hahaha! No, I think rest will help me move further so sleeping time keke]

Wanna know what is Dutch Lady YES! about?
Check this out: City of Playtropolis

For the complete result for Kancil Awards 2009, click this:
Results of Kancil Awards 2009

Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali =)



Updates:

I went to KLCC during Deepavali. There's some interesting activities carried on during the day itself.


i love this~

Carol!ne is dead broke!

I need money $$$!

I'm dead broke now. Please, I'm broke not because after my Taiwan shopping trip k. I start taking lead the current unit we're renting now. My ex-houseleader is moving out, he just bought a new house! *clap clap* (wondering when will be my turn to own one ...) I have to buy over those electrical appliance from him, that's why I'M DEAD BROKE X_____X

And I know this dead-broke-situation is going to take me months to recover. No choice BUT Carol!ne being herself, she had already got some crazy saving tricks in her mind and she had already practiced some:

1. Cut down eating out. I stocked up instant noodle, milo, 1 litre pack Dutch Lady UHT milk, cereals, fruit juice and my favorite Tiger sugar cracker! I can have different choices of the day for my dinner though I'm busy busy during weekdays. And during weekends when I get to have more time, I will cook myself pasta, porridge or pancake. It's not too bad right?! How bout my craving for sushi then? No worries, it solved :) Isetan KLCC start having 50% off for the sushi they have from 7.30pm onwards!

2. No more spontaneous shopping! Jot down what you need in a shopping list and only buy what in your list to avoid yourself from buying unnecessary stuffs. Being girl, I will always lost my mind, even grocery shopping, I'm trying hard to control myself from buying extra vegetables & fruits cause I know I just buy it for the sake of buying it, not like I can finish it. Damn me! Thus, it is my advice to everyone out there to list it down what you have and only shop for what you need, maybe at the end of month, before your pay then you wouldn't so "generous" in shopping. Bring a calculator if you need it :) For me, I will always take what I need and have a last round of checking whether do I need those before I go to cashier counter.

3. Cut down movie outing. Watch your favorite movie only on Wednesday, the movie day if you really want to throw yourself for a movie treatment. And bring your own junk foods & bottle water. I'm glad to be in LB to get my favorite drinks in 50 cents, that's why we LB-ers won't have soft drinks outside, we will have fresh juices instead :) One more option, download the movie you love and watch it at home, you can have your junks and soft drink while enjoying the movie at home too.

4. Spend your weekend at home. You can occupy your weekend with great activities too! You can go for a jog at the area you are staying, go for a swim at the pool in your condo, doing house keeping, enjoy what you love like reading a book or painting and you can even choose to sleep through your weekend just like ME! I'm proud with this ability so please don't call me during weekends if nothing important. You can choose to leave me a message and I will try to get back to you soonest possible if it is something important.

5. Stop buying magazinesssss & novels. Argh I know me, myself. I spent quite some amount of money in buying magazines and novels every month. Solution: you can go to Kinokuniya (good environment!) & spend your day there reading whatever magazines/books/novels you love without paying single cents. Note: make sure you eat full full before going there, eating in KLCC there gonna cost you a bomb! What I do is, I will go after lunch, then I can buy my 50% discount sushi at Isetan before heading home. One stone kills two birds, I can read magazines/novels/books I like and solve my sushi craving too!

6. Selling out your 2nd hand clothes. Arghh I'm clearing out some space in my wardrobe to put in my new bought clothes from Taiwan. It's not because I'm lazy to unpack, just simply I need more space. I'm at the mid of clearing those unwanted clothes. [Benson, thanks for your offer, an extra wardrobe for free, it will just making my shopping sickness getting worse. I will keep shopping to make sure my wardrobe is fulled with clothes ><]

Here for today. Stay tune for move saving tricks! I know I will be able to go through this dead-broke-situation! Atza!

Taiwan ♥

My belated Graduation Trip to Taiwan ♥ with one of my university's bestie, San2.

It is a 7days6nights trip (15-21.09.2009) that I had planned it all the way MYSELF =) I'm so proud of the plan done, kekeke!


my DIY "bible" in Taiwan ♥

Before I start sharing the great experience I encounter in Taiwan ♥, here are some useful links that I think will be helpful to you guys out there who are interest to go Taiwan ♥ too:

1. Youth Travel in Taiwan
You can apply for Digital Tour Buddy from the site linked, a phone that allows you to make local calls, international calls & send text messages. It does come with useful directory and other function that you might needed in case anything happen when you are in Taiwan ♥. All you need to do is, send your online application 7days before your departure date, collect it at the Tourist Information Center when you reach, reload it at any marts in town & you're ready to use it!

2. Taipei Railway Administration
Check the trains' schedule online to better plan your itinerary. You may buy your ticket when you are there =)

3. Where we stay:

住宅管家
HuaLian旅行者之家
JiuFen溫莎堡
Taipei Homestay, Shilin

4. MUST HAVE - MRT Map

5. 台灣地圖導覽

Any doubt about your itinerary, you can either drop me a comment here or send me an email @ sleepyangelbb@gmail.com =) I will try to give my advice as much as I can.


My Itinerary:

Day1:
DongQu, LongShan Temple, HuaXiJie Night Market

Day2:
CKS Memorial Hall, Miniatures Museum, Sun Yat Sen Memorial Hall, XingGuangSanYue, 101, WuFenPu

Day3:
HuaLian

Day4:
JingGuaShi, JiuFen

Day5:
Taiwan Storyland, XiMenTing, ShiLin

Day6:
National Palace Museum, Dansui, ShiLin

Day7:
BeiTou

Okay, I shall let the pictures do the talking. Please click on the link above to the photo albums I had created in Facebook.

Have a good weekend! =))

Be Thankful

This evening, my beloved cousin sister sent me a link and told me that her uncle passed away. I was shocked when I read about the news. I really can't imagine that this kind of accident would happened to people around me.

The time when she told me all these through Skype, I was like kept replying her "omg ... I really can't imagine that ...". Surprisingly she is stronger than what I thought, she was telling me not to think so much, life is still go on.

These few days, I think quite a lot, about ... everything. I realized when we getting older, you will see the other dimension of the life, it is not always follow the way you want it to be. If it does for you, you really need to be thankful. Life is unpredictable. It is so unpredictable till you have no hint what is going to happen next.

For me, I think I am pretty lucky. I know what I want and always get what I want. Of cause, when time passed, when things don't get your way, I learn to accept the fact that sometimes you will be disappointed with things happened around you. However, it doesn't matter, it make you immune. Just appreciate what you have, live life fullest =)

At upon of time, I was thought of giving up something I wanted so much (secret!) but I tell myself, it is glad that I have something I wanted so much. Put in the efforts and we shall wait for the results. This is the belief for me to continue to pursue what I wanted so badly.

My mom is not a career woman but a typical housewife that has her own thought [She is superwoman for me ;)]. She always tell me, "darling, taking things slower, step by step, what for you are pushing yourself so much, you should learn to smell the flowers around you" ...

A lot of people only realized how importance family meant to them when they went through certain tearful situation. YES, I did when I was secondary school. I used to be like any other teenagers that is so stubborn and will never listen to advices given till one day, my mom been hospitalized. I still remember clearly the time when she was crying and looking for me, she felt scared being alone ... I start to wake up from my naive behavior. I know I'm type of person that will never let myself regret, so I learn to view things from different angles, what's their standpoints and take advices as something for me to improve. And be thankful enough, this is the way how it shaped me today ;)

Thanks mommy & I will always love you. And my dad, plus everybody in family. Thanks God for me having such a great family. They will never selfish in giving their loves and cares. They are always be there whenever you need them. They are wonderful!

Thanks GOD :)

Quake in Sumatra, tremors in Malaysia

OMG! Tsunami AGAIN.

Today is Wednesday - Movie Day, was planning for a movie catch up with friends who know here the news comes: "Quake in Sumatra, tremors in Malaysia"

If I'm not wrong, weeks ago I kept receiving forwarded emails from friends about Tsunami is back.I thought is going to be just some rumors who knows it really happened.

*Cross finger praying*

Blackberry Curve 8520

Are you a Poppy Girl? Yay, I'm! Too bad, I been trying to look for the one which in pink color with color drops at the bottom but ... is either no more stock or is too expensive. Sad sad sad! Okie, I promise myself to save $$$ and no more extra spending on non important stuffs. Yay, I'm tahan-ing, keke! [pretty good stage]

Erghhh till I saw this ---> Blackberry Curve 8520


Hehe! I had pre-registered myself with Celcom Xpax to get a good deal for this cutesy gadget :) [Caroline! Caroline! Thought you were just saying you are in saving $ mission seconds ago??!]


Stop scolding me! I have the reason why and the "Rescue Plan" one k.

Reasons:
#1 My dear Nokia Express Music 5700 which I been using it for about 3 years about to KONG in anytime and I'm more than willing to invest in one that last long
#2 Too many people opt for iphone 3G S so ... I always want something different from others. Thus, Blackberry Curve 8520 suit be better and I already own an ipod touch which share all the same functions just I couldn't make phone calls and take pictures
#3 Blackberry Curve 8520 suit me cause it look like for a smart person like me *muahaha* [perasaan betul, beh pai seh!]

"Rescue Plan":
Sell off my ipod touch and Nokia Express Music 5700! Hahaha!

Anyway, I'm a smart and calculative consumer, I will compare and think through before purchase. [Oh ya, the product is not yet launched, launching sooooon ...]

Check it out from Celcom Xpax if you are interested & pre-register yourself to get better deal when launched.

Weekend Missions:
Spring Cleaning#1 (my own sweet room) - keke, I'm yet to unpack my luggages and I need more spaces for my new clothes, shoes, accessories, books .... Hoho, it's time for spring cleaning yahooo!!
Spring Cleaning#2 (my lil' corner in office) - erggh reshuffle, everyone need to move to new located place. sienz!

Okay, I will choose to enjoy my spring cleaning! Happy weekend to all! *muack muack*

Back to "To the Left, To the Left"

Hmm... what is it all about "To the Left, To the Left"?? Hehe, i'm just got back from Taiwan la *LOL*

Why is it "To the Left, To the Left" is because over there, we have to walk at the right, drive to the right ... to the right, to the right till i'm blur now, wanted to go to toilet but ended up walking to the pantry *sweat*

More and more pictures plus happening stories to be share in the later entries. Stay tune!

Counting down!

EXCITED! Caroline is getting very very excited now and have already start counting down to her be-lated graduation holiday to Taiwan!!!

Taiwan - heaven of food & shoppingggggggggggg!! [OMG OMG!! I'm getting so excited now. Know why?! I been stopping myself from doing a massive shopping for so many months and now is the time to explode!]

I'm ready for my holiday!! After my two presentations on Friday, I will really on holiday mood d *wink wink* I need a break, else I will be swinging to no-where. The symptom is started d that's why I NEED A HOLIDAY!!!

Checklist:
1. Passport - CHECK!
2. Print Out of my e-tickets (KUL-TPE, TPE-SIN & SIN-KUL) - CHECK!
3. Digital Tour Buddy Application Confirmation Letter - CHECK!
4. Contacts of the Person In Charge for my Accommodation - CHECK!
5. NT (money money money) - haven't change le (The pool is still opened, you may donate to me, be it in RM or USD, also doesn't matter *wink wink*)
6. Luggage - Will pack on this coming weekend (Mama said no need to bring so many clothes, can buy there and wear it on the spot to save more space for my shoessssss)

What else? What else??... CAROLINE - CHECK! She is ready!

My sweet sweet cutie pie

It a busy Wednesday morning. Tons of work been waiting for me to clear up, I really can't imagine what will it be after my one week break later.

Cheering myself up with my sweet sweet cutie pie, Qing Qing's photo:



Taken on Monday before I came back here. Miss her miss her.


SOL: Please stop treat me as kid/junior (anything you would like to call it)! I'm big enough to do things on my own. I hate people pampering me as it stops me from growing. And please don't be so fucking ... thought I'm going to bitch about what you had done (I'm not that fucking free for all these). Stop bitching about me first for what you had done, it is really ridiculous and childish for doing all these stupid stuffs. Life is just too short for you to spend your time doing all these for me, I no need all these, thanks!

F**king Pissing Me OFF

GRRR! "Tuesday" Blue!

I'm super duper tired after my long trip back from hometown. Everything was so great though we been caught in a massive jam but we had our yummy late dinner followed by a spontaneous movie night ... [Orphan is great! I love Max, she is so adorable and yet Esther is really really good in acting is such a young age. Two thumbs up for the movie.] ...

... no, no, no ... I'm not going to talk bout the movie or my fantastic swimming-mare, which get me so f**king exhausted this morning and seem like will collapse in anytime ...

I'm really really not in the mood d and received an XXX email making my mood getting even worse. I got an email from CityInn2 (the hotel near Taipei Main Station which I intend to stay for the first two nights for my coming Taiwan trip on this coming 15th Sept). This guy, called Johnny was sending me the email saying my booking is canceled. I'm like what the f**k!!

I had confirmed my booking like weeks ago and why suddenly send me an email saying my booking is canceled. It's really pissed me off cause earlier, I wanted to stay at CityInn which is more nearer to Taipei Main Station. I confirmed my booking but there's no news after that confirmed email then after weeks (I did sent them few emails) then only they replied me, "Sorry, all rooms been booked" ... what the ... and fine they recommend me for the other branch.

Everything was fine. I confirmed my booking and they confirmed at their side too and today I got that stupid email. GRR! I had sent them an email asking them to explain for this matter, else I'm going to send a complaint letter or whatever you going to name them letter to Taiwan Tourism Board.

They are promoting Visit Taiwan Year in Malaysia this year. 2 weeks before I step in the country, this stupid incident happened. I'm a bit ... really wonder why is it people saying Taiwan people are friendly, yes, maybe they are friendly but I really doubt with the services I'm going to get when I eat there, shop there ... ....

Hopefully, it won't turn me off my good impression to Taiwan :( *emo emo*

Babysitting

Since when Caroline becoming a babysitter. Is she so desperate for more money till this stage??! OMG OMG OMG!

No lah. End of last month, there's actually a PIKOM PC Fair at KLCC Convention Center. My bb laptop KONG jo, and yet I'm so damn poor to get another new one so I "cheated" my brother to buy a mini notebook. Kakaka! He is in Singapore, meaning that I can use first till we met to pass the new bb we are getting to him. {Clever ni this Miss Caroline *wink wink*]

I called him up on the Saturday morning and shared this "business case" with him, out of my surprise, he said, OKAY! Checked out some models and we decided to get Toshiba NB200 chocolate color. Cio man!~ Though the price is much more expensive if comparing to other brands, but what we love the most is the "touchy" feeling the keypad gave and the design is really really cio!~


Hereby I do a quick summary on the specification for this model:

Toshiba NB200

Processor: Intel Atom N280 (1.66GHz)
Memory: 1GB RAM (We pay extra to upgrade it to 2GB RAM)
Graphics: Intel GMA950
Display: 10.1in display.
Storage: 160GB hard drive
Connectivity: WiFi 802.11b/g, 10/100 ethernet, Bluetooth 2.1
I/O ports: Three USB 2.0 ports, VGA output, microphone input, headphone output
Operating System: Microsoft Windows XP Home Edition
Battery: 3-cell (2,100mAh) lithium-ion
Other features: 3-in-1 flash card reader, built-in webcam
Dimensions (w x d x h): 26.3 x 19.2 x 2.5cm
Weight: 1.18kg

I used it for like one month time and I'm in love with this new bb. [used - means I had returned it to the owner, my brother. He ar, purposely travel to KL to get his bb from me :( ] When I first used it, kinda uncomfortable with the small size of the images and all that BUT after that I really attracted to its mobility. It really suits me, ON-THE-Go type :) I brought it to work with me the other day cause I was having a whole day meeting in Dutch Lady (my Client), and yet I got so many artworks that need to send to Client for approval, but I won't be going back office. HOW? HOW? HOW? Haha luckily I have this temporary bb for mine, I bring it together with me. He is so gorgeous that caught the attention of everybody, making me, the temporary mommy so proud of him.

And I'm telling myself, don't care! I'm going to get another one Toshiba NB200, chocolate color too. There are pink, white and blue but it looked ugly in those colors, what I think, hehe! I'm kinda gadget person, I need attention, any sort of attention and I believe my this gonna be again new bb is gonna draw all the attention for others to me *wink wink* [san san, sure will shouting this at me: BEH PAI SEH LAH U, BITCH!]

Alright, it's 6.27pm now, and it is Friday. There's a long weekend ahead waiting for me. And guess what, I'm going back to my home sweet home - ALOR STAR. One mission: get my uncle to sign his credit card paying for my new bb Hahaha! So mean!



Can't wait to see my cute little Qing Qing too ..

See you guys!

P/S: Oh ya, I had uploaded all my pictures of my trip to Penang for Idola Kecil 2 Audition two weeks ago. The link is http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=98096&id=533097551&l=92454a382e


Upcoming!
Finally Caroline had bought herself a new camera. I'm going to blog about it after I got back from my short break.

And and and, the "Häagen-Dazs® Story".


Okay, I really to call it off. Time to back and pack for my stuffs. Haha, YA, I haven't pack my stuffs and yet I still wasting my time here so that I can shorten my waiting time for my trip on 12am. Got to go, see you guys! Love you all! *muackkk*

Selamat Hari Merdeka!

爱情如风筝

... 不属于你的风筝，你就要把这根线交给另一双手。有时候，放弃并不是失去，它只是给彼此爱的机会，你没有力量放飞的风筝拼了老命硬扛，不亚于自虐，尽管是被一只花俏的风筝拖着，但对娇喘不息、香汗淋漓的你，一定不是什么好风景。爱情是两个人的事，琴瑟和谐才能出佳音，还是别累着自己为好。

有些人是生来就爱自由的，于是挣断了绳子，被风带得远远的，但是，离开了绳子的风筝，很快就会摔得鼻青脸肿。相爱中要做一个惜福的人，回头草就不好吃了，因为多数山头很快就会被别人占领，到时你哭得花枝乱颤也没用，这种自由的快感不试也罢。

风筝不是放在家里的观赏品，只有放飞在空中，它才是风筝。放风筝享受的是过程，结果不是最重要的。放风筝的过程也是一个交流的过程。爱情只有不断地有新鲜空气才不会变质，你看到关在黑屋子里的玫瑰开得如火如荼的吗？风筝可以飞的很高，爱情可以飘的很远，爱上了风筝爱情的人，是不是注定要和痛苦相伴？如果爱情是牵着风筝的线，那么风筝又是什么？

天南地北的两个人，在属于他们的爱情天空里，放着他们的风筝。他为了爱情付出，她为了爱情牺牲。两个人在一起，就像是风筝遇上了风，飞的好高好高，即使饱含着相思的痛苦，那也是快乐的。他想念着她，她也思念着他，就这样，距离产生出了美。让风筝在爱情的天空里翱翔。

风筝越飞越高，线断了，属于他们的风筝会随风飘荡。他们开始对他们的爱情有所怀疑。他付出了那么多，就像是牵着风筝的线一样，让风筝可以飞的很高很高，可是如果断了呢？那风筝将会不再属于我了。他痛苦着。。。他会一直等我吗？就像这线一样，牢牢的牵着我，不会再去牵第二个风筝了吗？她犹豫着。。。于是，属于他们的风筝开始在空中打转，摇摇欲坠。。。

靠着电话，写信这样的方式过了若干年。这些年中，他奋斗着他的事业，她努力的等他，在他们的世界里有过痛苦，有过欢笑，有过猜疑，也有过泪水，但更多的是一种相互的包容和信任。他们相信着只要共同努力，他们的风筝一定可以在爱情的天空里飞下去。等到他们再次相见的那一天，他们的爱情一定比现在更加成熟。

如果当初他们任凭风筝飞，那么牵着风筝的线早已断开；如果当初他们一直相互猜疑，没有从痛苦中挣扎出来，那么风筝也许早已坠地。爱情就如同放风筝一样,时而放开,时而收紧.需要的是两个人细心的经营.他们是用对爱情的坚持和对对方的信任去放着他们的爱情风筝。风筝爱情，究竟一个人是风筝，另一个人是牵着风筝的线，还是两个人都是线，去放着属于他们自己的风筝？...

Happy Birthday to LB!!

We are celebrating Leo Burnett's 74th Anniversary this year! And the theme for this year is "something different". Does it means no green apple? NO! We don't have fresh green apple but green apple cookies. Hehehe.



And yea! something different - we are steamboat-ing in the Bistro! Haha! BUT why don't we have something more creative?! Shabu Shabu with Sushi Bar (even more creative suggestion - can be convey belt that type)!



So sad, we used to have a big birthday party twice a year and now - ALL ONE SHOT!! Everyone will have one cupcake today.


And that's my yum yummy myy cupcake!



Last but not least, our traditional - ANG PAW!! In USD! But I'm not going to tell you how much it is, bluek!




Seriously, time flies. It was just like yesterday when we celebrated LB 73th Anniversary last year. It's been 18 months me with LB. And I love LB! I have so much of memories here, tears ... laugh ... everything. It's a mark in my life stages too.

Again, Happy Birthday to LB and all Leo Burnetters!! Sto lat~

what a sad "truth" ...

This afternoon, out of sudden, San San told me, if she is a GUY, "he" will not fall in love with me. Then, I asked Ken, my university close friend (now no more cause he is busy tackling siu mui mui in Seremban HAHAHA), he said the same thing too.

OMG so sad! Reasons given by them - one word, LAME! They said I looked "unstable", "flower heart", love to flirt around like nobody business ... BUT the truth is I'm not!! Wat me! F*cking god damn bad ar they two!

I'm actually very guai, why saying so, cause my life is so predictable. Everyday guai guai go work, after work, guai guai go home sleep, weekends also sleep sleep sleep, else series series series ... (so sad right, having such a boring life) And I'm very loyal to person I love too, which is a bit stupid & idiot, sometimes!

See so good. San San, still want to choose KX, don't want me?! But KX choose me wor, so our relationship is becoming jaring makanan like that ... which I think, yes, it is for love. Love, it is always like that, this guy love you but you love another guy, which the guy you like is actually like another girl ... so "jaring makanan" Hahaha!

Sorry, I guess Mandy is spreading the bullshit-ing virus to me ... So, it's just a lame post to tell everybody I'm still alive ;)

P/S: I will be going to Penang this weekend - holiday? Nope, for work. Sad right?! Weekend also work, that's my life ... sad sad sad ...

I think is time for me to put a full stop else this post is gonna be fu*king god damn lame! Hahaha!

Memories of Yasmin (Written by Indra Irwan)

It's been weeks Yasmin did left us. Just to share with you guys a meaningful speech given by our colleague during our get-together in studio after Yasmin's funeral on the Monday. It simply touched our heart and tears dropped like nobody business ...

For many people, when they think of Yasmin Ahmad, they think of the commercials and movies she has produced. Even though her body of work is undeniably wonderful, that is not what I think of when someone mentions Yasmin’s name.

I won’t claim that I know her that well, nor am I that close to her. A lot of other people knew her better and longer. But the beauty of Yasmin Ahmad is that you don’t have to be that close to her to know what kind of person she was.

Every time Yasmin comes into the office, she would be singing at the top of her lungs, not a care in her voice. When she passes the MD’s room, and sees him, she would shout “Ah Eng ah, Ah Eng!”. There was such bounce in her steps and we all looked at her with envy every time she goes lovey-dovey with her husband. She treated everyone equally nice, even the cleaners. She would joke with you, or play around with you, or at the very least she would be cordial with you, even if she doesn’t know you. You can come to her room at almost anytime, and just talk to her, and she would never turn you away.

In LB, we always talk about HumanKind. If there is ever a personification of the HumanKind spirit, it would be Yasmin Ahmad.

Yasmin was someone who was not afraid to stand up for what she believed in. No matter what people felt about her and her work, she just kept being herself. She was true to her faith and no one could tell her otherwise. And she was humble. If she was to hear us giving her all these praises, she would just rubbish it all and say she is nothing. Rather than be something, she would rather be nothing and at the same time a part of something bigger.

A couple of days before Yasmin fell ill, I approached her as I wanted to ask for her advice on a personal project that I was working on. She was busy and was doing her own work but she didn’t tell me to come back later. She just smiled and said “Sure!”, even though she didn’t have to. She took time and gave me some words of advice that I will remember for a long time.

I’m sure everyone has their very own special memory of Yasmin. It’s hard to believe that we won’t be able to have more of those memories. I’m even half-expecting her to just come into the office again, singing for all to hear. The way she has affected our lives, whether directly or indirectly, is incredible. Even the Bangladeshi guy from the sundry shop downstairs of our office was at her funeral, proof that she made a difference to a lot of people.

But to me, she is not really gone. She still lives on inside us. With every kind gesture, with every joyous laughter, with every sincere smile, with every joke she made, Yasmin lives in our memories. Her philosophies, her way of seeing things, all have left a mark in our souls. And she will continue to live on in every one of us as long as we make an effort to be more like her. Instead of mourning her passing, we should celebrate her life and the way she lived her life. We should continue carrying the messages that she has been trying to deliver all these years. We should be as caring and compassionate as her. We should strive to give the best in whatever we do just like her. But most importantly, we should live life like Yasmin Ahmad did.

-Indra Irwan Mohd Sari-

...

"No one is perfect, and that if we expect to be loved for all our imperfections, why are we so reluctant to accept and forgive the imperfections of others?" ...


Life is fragile & really really unpredictable.

Days before, I was telling him happily that I'm going to write him an email instead to share some "bloody good news" (for me) since he is always busy, busy, and busy. But I didn't. Within these couples of days, my emotions were riding ups and downs. Good news-email?! Now, no more. I would say I start "closing" myself to all these again ... I'm very scare of that kind of feelings. You may say I'm a coward, who care! (Sorry, emo emo so sounds so harsh)


"You will miss it when I'm gone."


We are having QBR this coming week. The works of brands I handling, both Yes! and Friso got very good rating from Yasmin. During the rating session, she was sharing how she felt for Teoh's fiancee. It was so sad and she gonna make a movie out of it ...

As usual, if she is in town, every mornings she came with Yew Leong, she sure will greet us when she passed by our place. And thou 3 years of marriage, both of them still very much in love. Two lovey-dovey couple :)

The day she collapsed, just right before she going to TV3 and lunch with her hubby, she was kacau-ing us while we were having our lunch in bistro. Hours, news about she was collapsed was announced. My heart was jumping hard, and I been thinking to myself, why ... why ... why all these kept happen ... She is such a great person. She is kind. She is down-to-earth. She is an inspirational person ... why is life so unfair. If anything happen to her, how will Yew Leong be? You were sad for Teoh's fiancee and you can't be doing this to him since you love him so much ...

On the Friday morning, TKE was telling us, she was stable and asked us to be positive and pray for her. Then, Saturday night, just before we manage to pay her a visit on Sunday morning, she left us ... the scene of Yasmin & Yew Leong holding hands, lovey-dovey walking to the lift was the last memory she gave to me.

Ya, everyone should be strong. God loves her so much and so He wants her to go back to his side.

Life ... life ... life ...

What I would say, do whatever you wanna do so there's no regret in your life.

Be strong, Yew Leong.

Rest in peace, Yasmin.

We Love You, Yasmin

Rest in peace, Yasmin. We love you, and you will always be remembered.

When a GIRL ...

When a GIRL is quiet,
millions of things run into her mind ...

When a GIRL is not arguing,
she is thinking deep, deeply ...

When a GIRL look at you, with eye full of questions,
she is wondering how long will you be around ...

When a GIRL answer "I am fine" after FEW SECONDS,
means she is not fine at all ...

When a GIRL stares at you,
she is wondering why you lying ...

When a GIRL says "I love you",
she means it ...

When a GIRL says "she misses you",
no one in this world will miss you much more than her ...


In short, SHE is smart until she fall in LOVE!

A Dream & A Chance

I bet everyone is god damn gang ho about Transformer 2 and Ice Age 3 now. Me? Sure I had already watched both, and me like any of you guys out there who love Transformer 2, wanted to watch it again and again. Adanya orang macam ni, that's why till this weekend, it is still difficult to get Transformer 2 tickets and cinemas are all jam-packed with people (who are they? ANDRY! lo ...).

However, I'm not going to talk about how superb Transformer 2 it is today. I will be asking you guys to watch "Dance, Subaru!" instead, highly recommended. It is another movie that I'm going to watch it again and again beside Transformer 2 and my favourite, Twilight (see below for some updates).


"Dance, Subaru!" is a Japanese movie that adapted from a popular manga of same title from Soda Mashito, who draw Fire Fighter (very famous too!). It is the story about a young ballerina, Subaru Miyamato, her way in pursuing her dream. The treatment used by the Director is very "clean", reason being why I used the word "clean" is because for the flow of the movie (kinda different from the manga), you seem like reading a story book/novel and been dragged to the flow, experiencing challenges she faced together and cry of touch.

Subaru Miyamato is a genius ballerina, she is not only good in ballet but street dance and modern dance too. I was so impressed with her in modern dance, it is very difficult cause you really need to put in your feeling in order to use the dance to communicate what you wanted to communicate. It was really very touching till I can't stop myself from crying in the cinema *shy shy*


Subaru & Kazuma (her twin brother, who dead when she was 5)



A dream & a chance. You need to be focus if you ready want to get what you dream of. You might be a lonely loner, but who care, the moment you achieve what you one, the happiness you will get ... WOW! you live for yourself not others. It's not to say that you can't have friends or whatever, but as we know, in this world, you will never know a friend might be an enemy, your enemy is actually your true friend. Life is always miserable, yes, it is, but is just up to you to tweak it, whether you choose to enjoy it or keep complaining about it but achieve nothing.

Live for your own dreams not others dream, that is why I took Marketing and I never regret! I made mistakes, big mistakes, in my life but I never regret. Thanks God for having supportive parents and family for whatever I do, and my dear San San (she is always so understanding for what I had done, which I don't think people might accept, she is always give me supports that I need without asking too much cause she knows I hate people to ask too much & judge me for what I did).


Update:

Guess what?!.. I bought the whole set of Twilight novels (special edition) - Happy happy!!



Another busy busy week to go! Go go go!! Wish everyone have a good week ahead! Take care! Huhu no more fever, cough and flu so stop asking me to go for H1N1 quarantine ya *wink wink*

Take care all!! *muack*

Come Back to Me - Utara Hikaru

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop
All our bad memories
Cuz the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)


I love this part the most, "I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories ...". Someone asked me a very good question whether will I allow my boyfriend to keep his ex's photos. Guess what's my answer?! SURE! Me, myself, I keep too. It's sweet memories you had with someone you loved so much and thought you gonna spend your whole life with. Things happened. BUT life still need to carry on.

This afternoon my aunt called me and talked about "him". Haha! So cuteee my aunt. Again, things happened, it hurts and time will heal it ... It ain't difficult. Maybe it's time for me to really think about what I want ... (I'm not type that love to think so much, ya I know, I running away ... from the reality, the fact ... I can't take it so what for should I know it???!!! why???)

Twilight

I don't care! I know I'm f***ing god damn late to blog about this already-no-longer-on-screen and yet decades ago movie, Twilight BUT who cares? What's matter? (wow wow, so harsh)

TRULY (fyi, big caps mean how true I meant), it is a great movie. I should have watch it earlier in cinema, again my excuse here, too busy. Hmm.. shall I put the blam to Dutch Lady? or Leo Burnett? LOL. Joking joking. It's my fault, I'm too lazy.

Let's continue to talk about Twilight. It is actually from a series of four vampire about fantasy cum romance novels. It talks about the life of Isabella, a teenager girl (17 years old?) who moves to Washington and let how her life changed drastically after she falls in love with a vampire named Edward Cullen. (wow wow, interesting right?) Moreover, I always love all these kind of fiction cum romantic stories. I'm so gang ho wanted to get all set of 4 when I'm not even finish the whole movie. Can you imagine how interesting it is??? (pm, hmm I'm not sure for guys. Thought of asking him to watch after his final BUT I think better not, later kena "shang" for asking him watching this "guys-think-rubbish-like" movie)

For those who love Twilight, good news! Twilight 2 is in the making, guess you too can't wait to see the beautiful love story between Bella and Edward. Sweet sweet sweet! Two thumbs up! And not to forget, Robert Pattinson is handsome though his name sounds like Parkinson ... shhh ... just joking. Kristen Steward always as preety as she is.

Please see below for the quick review about these four novels:

Twilight

Bella Swan moves from Phoenix, Arizona to live with her father in Forks, Washington to allow her mother to travel with her new husband, a minor league baseball player. After moving to Forks, Bella finds herself involuntarily drawn to a mysterious, handsome boy, Edward Cullen. She eventually learns that he is a member of a vampire family who drink animal blood rather than human. Edward and Bella fall in love, but James, a sadistic vampire from another coven, is drawn to drink Bella's blood. Edward and the other Cullens defend Bella. She escapes to Phoenix, Arizona, where she is tricked into confronting James, who tries to kill her. She is seriously wounded, but Edward rescues her and they return to Forks.


New Moon

Edward and his family leave Forks because he believes he is endangering Bella's life. Bella falls into a deep depression, until she develops a strong friendship with werewolf Jacob Black. Jacob and the other wolves in his tribe must protect her from Victoria, a vampire seeking to avenge her mate James' death by killing Bella. A misunderstanding occurs, and Edward believes Bella is dead. Edward decides to commit suicide in Volterra, Italy, but he is stopped by Bella and Alice, Edward's sister. They meet with the Volturi, a powerful coven of vampires, and are released on the condition that Bella be turned into a vampire in the near future. Bella and Edward are reunited, and the Cullens return to Forks.


Eclipse

The vampire Victoria (James's mate from Twilight) has created an army of "newborn" vampires to battle the Cullen family and kill Bella. Meanwhile, Bella is forced to choose between her relationship with Edward and her friendship with Jacob. Edward's vampire family and Jacob's werewolf pack join forces to successfully destroy Victoria and her vampire army. In the end, Bella chooses Edward's love over Jacob's and agrees to marry him.


Breaking Dawn

Bella and Edward are married, but their honeymoon is cut short when Bella discovers she is pregnant. Her pregnancy progresses rapidly, severely weakening her. She nearly dies giving birth to her and Edward's half-vampire-half-human daughter, Renesmee, but Edward injects Bella with his venom to save her life by turning her into a vampire. A vampire from another coven sees Renesmee and mistakes her for an "immortal child", whose existence violates vampire law, and informs the Volturi. The Cullens gather vampire witnesses who can verify that Renesmee is not an immortal child. After an intense confrontation, the Cullens and their witnesses convince the Volturi that the child poses no danger to vampires or their secret, and they are left in peace.


I'm getting all set of 4 soon ;)





Love can always be as simple as you want it to be. Appreciate, appreciate and appreciate! (I met with a writer for relationship-all-about books from US today, Jane while having my Bikram Yoga class. She inspired me.)

Lastly, weather is bad! Do take care there all my dear friends ;)

Updates:
1. Bikram Yoga is not that difficult as what I thought after the first class. Temperature matter, I would say. I guess my first class was killing is because of my place making me f***ing dizzy and dying. AND AND AND Sean, my instructor is super leng chai!! Type I like *wink wink* - strict, cool, nice body shape (I don't like 6 pats, I will feel scare Haha)
2. Come Back to me, by Utara Hikaru is niceeee!!

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对不起，我爱你 (Sorry, I love you)

他，忙于工作，每天早出晚归。

她，结婚后就辞去工作，每天呆在家里。

他，拼命工作，努力赚钱，为的是两人可以有个更好的未来。

她，辞去工作，全职顾家，为的是守护两人幸福的现在。

他很爱她，她很爱他。

他很老实，她对他在外面工作很放心，绝对信任他。

她很独立，他对她照顾自己很有信心，绝对放心她。

每天夜里，当他夜归时，煲里还有温着地炖汤。

每天早上，当他起床时，桌上都有温暖的咖啡。

这样的日子，从结婚后开始，持续了三年。

她从不过问他的工作，只是知道他在越升越高，日子渐渐富裕起来。

他从不过问她的家事，只是知道家里井井有条，家庭依旧和谐幸福。

他不喜欢电脑，每天工作就对着电脑N小时了，回家决不碰电脑。

她不喜欢电脑，每天却在独处的时候对着电脑N小时，非常忙碌。

直到有一天，他接到一通电话。

"请问是陈先生吗？你的太太晕倒被送入院，她的子宫癌已经是末期了，请你来见他最后一面。"

晴天霹雳，他赶到医院，看着她悲痛欲绝的问她为什么不告诉他。

她看着他，对着他微笑，告诉他她爱他然后微笑着永远闭上眼睛。

他失去了生活中心，他失去了人生方向，他失去了他爱的她。

他后悔，他懊恼，他怨恨他自己，为什么没花多一点时间陪她，去了解她。

妻子出殡后，他独自回到空无一人的家里，厨房里不再有炖汤。

他坐在客厅里发呆，想哭却哭不出来。

这时，他看到了客厅里的电脑，他想看看照片，这些他仅剩和她美丽的回忆。

第一次开启家里的电脑，看到桌面上有个叫《老公，是我》的文件夹，里面有1095个录影片段。

电脑荧幕上出现了一张熟悉的脸孔 ...

扬声器传来熟悉的声音 ...

他的眼泪，终于决堤而出。

"老公，是我啦!从今天开始由我陪伴你过吧!不过你要答应我，一天只能看一个哦!我们终于结婚了，你知道吗？能嫁给你是我一生最大的幸福，我会把每天发生的事情记录在一段录影日记里，几年后的结婚纪念日拿给你看，一定很有趣的 ... ..."

影片接下来就是她絮絮不休的说着一些生活上的琐事和他们之间的事情，他看了看影片日期，结婚的那一天~

第一次，他违背了深爱的她的意愿，一个又一个的影片看了下去 ...

"老公，你很忙碌，要好好照顾身体哦 ... ..."

"老公，今天难得你陪我去购物，我好开心哦 ... ..."

"老公，一周年纪念日了，谢谢你的礼物，对不起还没能给你生个孩子，我们再努力吧 ... ..."

"老公，我身体很不舒服，不懂为什么常常会肚子痛，明天我自己去看医生好了 ... ..."

"老公，医生说我患上了子宫癌，建议我切除，你说他是不是傻的，我还想要孩子呐 ... ..."

"老公，我有乖乖做治疗的，药都有吃，不过我不要做化疗，剃了头就不美了，你一定会笑我的 ... ..."

"老公，医生又叫我切除子宫了，他说不然就太迟了，我痛骂了他一顿，这家伙不知好歹，总是要破坏我们的计划 ... ..."

"老公，我看我应该不怎么行了，请原谅我不告诉你，因为我想你永远记住我美好的一面，这些事情我自己来就好了 ... ..."

"老公，我们结婚都已经三年了，我想我是撑不住了，我不在后，你要好好生活，炖汤的食谱都在电脑里，咖啡的冲泡方法也在里面，一切都为你准备好了，你要好好学着照顾自己。"

"老公，如果你一天看一个录影，现在已经三年了，你应该习惯了没有我的生活吧？是时候把我收在回忆里自己走出来了，你的人生还很漫长，找个爱你和你爱的人继续生活吧。"

"老公，应该是这几天了，我知道时间到了。不过我猜想你应该不会那么老实一天看一个影片吧，看到这里你也累坏了啦，我也很累了，是时候离开了。记得，好好继续生活啊。你还记得吗？你说过你会爱我一辈子的，我也回答你我会用我的一辈子去爱你。现在我们的诺言都实现了，我要离开了，我的确用了我的一辈子去爱你。你也别难过了，你已经爱了我一辈子了，这样的我们，很幸福不是吗？ ... ... 最后一次了，老公，对不起，我爱你 ... ..."

看完了1095个影片，他不知道已经过了多久，泪水流了又干，干了又流。

打开窗帘，温暖的阳光照了进来，他对着晴朗的天空，轻轻说了句:

"老婆，对不起，我爱你 ... ..."


It is a story between a wife and her husband. Her husband is always busy with work cause he thinks working hard is the way to provide a comfortable life to his wife. He always think his wife is okay with that cause she is always an understanding wife till one day ... he received a call from hospital saying that his wife had already passed away because of cancer. He is clueless and know nothing about it.

The afternoon after his wife funeral, when he all alone in the house, he founds some clips that recorded by his wife before she left. It is all about her concerns and sweet words to him. The husband is very regret after finish all the clips.


We are always thought he/she will know what we want, what the situation we are, what ... what ... All running in the mind without voice it, communication becomes less and less, misunderstanding happen more often than ever. Can you imagine how you going to avoid all these misunderstanding from happening if you two communicate less than the conversation between you and the tea lady in the office.

When you care about one, voice it! Else, he/she will never know and stop expect he/she will know. Care more about those you cared and loved before it is too late :) I know action wins everything but sometimes words work more than anything.

that.time.of.the.month.AGAIN

E-M-O. And I need chocolates to keep my endorphin level high enough to beat my stress level.

I couldn't sleep well last night (really thanks to the somebody). Kept wake up through out the night. I really clueless about all these and stuck in no where. And I start thinking about what I really want. I was okay when I was consulting san san but KO after that.

I think I should blame it to "that-time-of-the-month" which making me E-M-O E-M-O.

People who know me well, they surely know how much I hate about uncertainties but the fact is that when you are getting older and older (Yay, I'm old d, 24 in counting), you will understand things will never go the way you wish all the time. I always remember the conversation between me & Michael years back:

Michael: Who do you think you are? Why you think you will get all you want?
Caroline: Because I'm CAROLINE! *SOL*

Haha! Now, I will definitely won't say it anymore. Time passed and Caroline grew. I start to understand, it is not all the time you will get what you want and way you want it to be. Just relax and stay chill. Life is short.

Correct! Life is short. I had nightmare last night. I dreamed of my cousin who passed away months ago. This incident still giving a deep pain to my family. Life is always unfair. What to do? (Hehe me and Matthew always say that) Live your life happily as possible. That's why I always try my best to get what I want, if I still can't get it, I won't regret cause I had already put in my best efforts ;)

I'm reading a novel name, Eat. Pray. Love., by Elizabeth Gilbert. She is very success in her career, relationship and everything BUT deep in her heart, she knows she wants something else. And here she started her journey of pursuing what she really want deep inside her heart. (So like me, I know you gonna say shame shame, don't care!)





I am clear what I want though I always giving people an illusion that I am god damn blur. Hehe! I enjoy it! As long as I know what I want and what am I doing, who care! I told san san, when you are sad and feel uncertain, start thinking about your dreams, it will give you the strength to carry on your life no matter how big the obstacle is front of you.

Cheers, Carol!ne. Enjoy you E-M-O! Mama said learn to appreciate every little single thing is the way to live happy all the times.

OMG!!

OMG!!

I just realized it's been half a year I never update my blog.

Reason WHY? Busy ma ... (Shit la! Lame Excuse!)

It's one year plus one week me with LB now, I'm kinda on track so busy is not really an acceptable excuse if you happen to know my schedule. Muahaha. Actually, it is because my baby laptop KO jo and thanks to the crap broadband service provided by Time. SERIOUS!

No worries, we are planning to change our service provider to P1 Wimax. I heard the services kinda okay comparing to other broadband service providers. And is on my list to buy too, to get a new laptop, Compaq Presario CQ20-318TU. (Itu TYP lost the bet but said I "wat" him. Haih I am too good, nevermind I buy myself, hmm!) Its retail price at RM2399, kinda affordable BUT Carol!ne with no reason, she is always at either "damn poor" or "damn broke" situation. No worries. I'm getting it one day. That one day will come. (BUT I need a camera too, semi-pro will do, who want to sponsor? hehehe)

Haha! I went to Bali last end of April and spent like RM1000 without realizing *shy*. Check out my pictures at my Facebook :) It's a great trip. Tell you tell you! I ate ice-cream everyday there. There's a restaurant named FlapJack, OMG!! the ice-cream, waffle and pasta served there are superb yummy!!! I SWEAR!! I ate till I get to know the shop manager and was asking about the franchising. He gave me his name card but I lost it. Sad.

Another reason why I am so broke now is that, I just bought my flight ticket to Taiwan this September. OMG!! I'm god damn exciting about this trip. I will be going there with San San, our late coming graduation trip.

My mission in Taiwan:
1a. Shop crazily
1b. Shop till drop
1c. Shop, and shop, and shopppp

2a. Eat
2b. EAT
2c. EAT, and EAT, and EATTTT

OMG!! *SOL* (SOL stands for Shout Out Loud)

OMG!! I think will be what you gonna SOL while reading this post I guess. Hahaha! Do enjoy the 1st post of return after half a year!

Good day!! *muack muack*

Youth 09'

Let's go and have fun this weekend!!

Date: 9 - 11 January, 2009
Time: 10.20am - 9.30pm
Venue: PWTC, Putra World Trade Centre
Entrance: FREE!


The entry is free so just bring your friends!

Register online for the free pass @ http://youthmalaysia.com/youth09/index.php to get away from the long queue and there's a free goodies bag for you as well.

See you there :)

Lucky Day + Lucky Number 4444

Haha =D Today is not bad though. I saw my senior's link in Facebook so I just clicked. She is giving away a present to her lucky 4444th visitor. I just scrolled down to check my number, guess what's mine ... OH MY GOD! Is me! I'm the lucky 4444th visitor. Happy happy!

Joanne, can't wait to receive my pressie from you *LOL*

Oh, my beautiful Sunday morning ...

Today is the last day of my leave. Thought of having my own sweet Sunday lazying at home, doing some reading, watching TVB series that I'm so hang on lately, taking a short nap in the afternoon, eating yum yum ice-cream if it's raining out there, going for a walk if it's not raining but not too hot ... All i want is just to make sure I am in fully-charged mode when I go back office tomorrow.

Arghh!My beautiful Sunday morning was spoiled. Stupid message from Maxis woke me up from my beautiful dream. When I am updating my blog now, had actually sent them a complaint letter. Please, I am not complaining them because they woke me up from my beautiful dream.

This happened to me lately, I been charged for the unlimited GPRS service which I don't even know I'm subscribing to. I called to the customer service to check up what's happened. The consultant said she will call me back in another few days time to investigate. She called. All nonsense she was talking about, what I want is just the SOLUTION. When I asked about it, she said no interaction for the service subscription (then why you charged???? IDIOT!), kept quiet there then hung off. Oh my gosh!!

I was trying to send my complaint through Maxis's website but end up ... (and now I believe all the complaints on the website about Maxis's poor customer service)



I know, I know. Maxis is the top telco in Malaysia, having more than 10 million subscribers. Losing me, one customer is not a big deal. However, do keep in mind, if they are not going to ensure their customer service meet the expectation of their customers, long run, is not about losing one customer but their market share.

I love Maxis. I am a loyal customer of Maxis. I don't wish to see that one day too. Brand building is all about building relationship with your customers. If they lose their confidence on you, they will go, just like any other relationship in the real world, be it friendship or love relationship.

Just want to shout out what I am frustrating about. I had sent an email to them and let see what resolution will they make. ("Daddy", I didn't cc that email to MCMC, don't wanna be so cruel).

Chill babe, chill! Cannot let this spoil my beautiful Sunday (: *hrgg*

Happy 2009!

Happy New Year!!~

Q: It's another brand new year, have you listed down your new year's resolution?
A: Yay, I do! (Please find below)


Caroline's 2009 resolutions:

#1 Shed another few more kgs (ideal weight: 43-45kg)



#2 Live life balance

Working life is not just about working. I need to balance it, eat on time (I promise!), live the way I want (yay, I know, life is short) ... and not to forget, try my best to perform! (:



#3 Buy my 1st car*

*depending on this year's economic. I am kind of person that very scare of commitment, have to be extra careful for making any move



#4 Travel ... tell me who don't love HOLIDAY?!!

shopping ... beach ... sightseeing ...



#5 Keep my long long hair back!!



That's all! Huhu ... I have 5 resolutions this year comparing to 3 last year:

1. Maintain my weight at 45-48kg (Yes, I did. I'm at about 47kg now)
2. Work (Yes, I'm working now. The great part is I love my job very very much!~)
3. CGPA = 3.35 (Hmm, I got 3.34, not too bad thou *happy*)

Huhu ... I'm moving step by step towards my dreams (: great career, 1st house, study abroad, backpacking ... ... Here I come, 2009!!!~ *Cheers*

Friends, best of luck to you all too!