Random

Moody day. Very extreme mood swing.

Mood swing?! = PMS?!

Make me thinking of "couple", one will always been influenced by another one, the change of mood is extreme. He/She can be very happy and sweet in this second, and turn into monster in the next second. Shall I say it is a process any couple will go through, just like normal life's up and down.

For me, I don't know why, I hardly trust my another part. I can throw tantrum on him because he is saying out something that I'm not happy with it. This time I choose to unblock him, hahaha, he suddenly felt my lost and gave me few calls. He is always like that, keep taking the same old way to make situation seem okay but actually the problem is still there. And I believe it will still be there forever and ever.

*remain unsolved*

What I want actually? I don't know. No idea at all. The fact is I don't even have time to really think through it :( I thought my swollen eye is okay already today, who know "come back" again NOW! Haiz .. better drink more herbs tea to keep myself from sick cause I really hate medicine. Bad mood.

Argg, sleepy Caroline typing this so-called "Random" post, no objective for this blog, just to shout out what's inside my mind, keep it clear so that I can have a very very very soundly sleep.

I need some shoppings!!!! But no money, how?! Perhaps I can go and get Ivan's manager that from Germany to become my bf, since he is just broke up with his gf. Get him to buy me a Chevrolet Aveo, PSP, Wii Fit, shopping, lotsa shoppings and lotsa lotsa shoppingssss ... *joking joking* I'm not that bad and materialistic le.

Darling will be away from tomorrow till next Monday :( Miss him already although he is still in town *so po* Really miss those days. Since I start working, everything change, no longer that flexible to do whatever I want to do, go wherever I want to go .. poor things! Just as he always say, "normal la, what to do?!" I use to get angry with him because saying this, felt like he just muddle through to me BUT now I understand why he said it.

Okay, finally threw all my thoughts in this so-called "recycle bin" (for today). Have a good night sleep, rest well, and have a great start tomorrow, cheers!!!

Monday Bluess?

UPDATE: My home wifi-router was finally been well-fixed last week! *happy happy*

Keke! Funny thing is my friends kept scolding me through msn, asked me to go back home NOW .. they thought I was still in the office. Yayaya, I know I know ... Life + Work balance. BUT I really love my job and willing to spend more time for it :) no worries, dude, will always be careful and take good care of myself.

UPDATE DONE!


During last Sunday, I am thinking, "hmm I can't wait for Monday to come, start my whole new week, can't wait for all the challenges ahead" ... who know I hardly get up this morning. Not because I am lazy, OKAY! I'm sick! Fever and my eyes like burning & my left eye is swollen. Wuwuwuwu~ san fu arr. And I'm very scare to eat medicine one.

Plan to take half-day leave cause got an important meeting in the morning, just simply go to any pharmacy or chinese medical hall to get some medicine or eye cream 1st. Wow, the chinese lady sin sei said I'm seriously hydrated, "Re Qi" gave me two days medicine which cost me RM 12 per day + eye cream + herb tea = RM 30

When I reached office almost 10am already. Heard Sarah said she is not feeling well and Bee Lin too, sick season wor ... Wuwu~ I have to drink more and more water, don't wanna get sick. End up I went to toilet every 10-15 minutes. Hahaha!

Luckily today wasn't very busy but not tomorrow. So better go back as earlier as I can. Rachel teased me, said to Patrick, my manager, "Caroline, work half day arr today" haha, yea, normally servicing people staying till very very late one [Hey friends, my case considered okay already le, those working on McDonald and Maxis always need to stay till 3/4 am and come back office again the next morning] Patrick replied to me, "Caroline, know already o, when can back early better rush back home as soon as you can, don't let the chance goes" haha!

Recently, seem like a lot of couples are broken up. Sad for them :( What to say? Cheers up, single is fun. Take your time to heal the wound, no worries, time will make the sadness faded ;) For me, yea I kept telling I'm not ready for any relationship, I'm still enjoying my single life ... when friends or whoever asking me about relationship-related questions.

I had a debate with a friend while I'm writing this post, haha! And finally, there's no conclusion and we chose to close topic. J, cheers up! Choose to believe will make you happier, although I know the reality is crucial but I still choose to have dream :)




Monday won't be blue unless you wanted it to be. Same story for love, or even life. It is all about what you choose. Life is always full of choices, one wrong decision is able to ruin your whole life. So, choose wisely, be it decision or your mood? *wink wink*

P/S: my bro just called me, he is going to buy me PSP for my convocation's gift. hehe *so sweet* but im not sure wii or psp I should opt to (decision again, haha) Anyway, I believe it is going to end up this way: "Why you want to buy PSP??? Never think before you spend." -> MY MOM [HAHAHA!]

A Sunday

It's been two months plus I started my working life.

Is it fun?!

Hmmm .. I will leave it to you to think about. It's been busy busy all the times. A lot of due dates, a lot of tension when you can't get your jobs done in the expected timeline, a lot of pressure to deal with people internally (with internal creative team of agency) or externally (with client), will get scolded if you saying out one single word wrongly ... ... What's the ANSWER in your mind now?

Haha! Tell you guys honestly, I LOVE MY JOB!! Crazy?! Nope, I know I need to stay up late, even need to turn up myself during weekend, not enough of time to rest, been called "FFG Queen" ("Fong Fei Gei") by friends cause keep not turning up for the gathering or cancel it in the very last second ... BUT I love my job! It's not kidding! I find it challenging!

Actually it's all about how you see it. Always take it easy when people are shouting at you when they been tensed up (you know you will be like them when you are in the same situation as well), treat yourself good after a busy whole week like spending your whole day chilling at Starbucks sipping your favourite Mocha and updating the long-miss blog space, haha!



For me, I live my life this way. Tell you a secret! I will do house keeping when I been tensed up, funny?! Yea, it is just a way to get myself sweating and busy busy (just concentrate on doing it and no time for me to think about all those SHIT stuffs for an hour or more). If you know, I use to go for a jog when I'm tension during my university time, but due to the "lazi-ness" + "timing" concerns ... I ended up doing house keeping to make myself sweat, not bad what! Haha!

Thought of staying my whole beautiful Sunday at home today. Anyway, the plan failed. We are having a presentation to client on this coming Monday morning, who know the Creative Director can't open the power point (me too :( version problem) so I need to send him the JPEG for all the artwork the Art Director done. OMG! *tension tension* Luckily the Art Director and Copywriter settle for me. Feeling upset cause can't get the things solved myself *sob sob* [anyway, I learn to take it easy, try to get people to help you up if you can't do it] No worries, I just need some times to get it over :)

[Special thanks to the Art Director -> Seong (the main actor for "Sepet") and Paul, the Copywriter + not to forget, Ken (yea, as he said, he is the most handsome Ken in the office, haha)] - Really really thank you guys so much for spending the whole Friday night to get all the visuals done AND "sorry" to Seong for cancel his trip back Penang at the very last minute

Alright, is late, need to go check up body scrub at Body Shop, haha! Chao~ [Yea, God Bless, hopefully Victor is coming over to help me to fix my home wifi-router next week, then I can update my blog more often]

I end this post by bring you guys a tour to Leo Burnett (Malaysia)'s office:







Will post up more nice picture of my beautiful office later. Stay tune for the upcoming snap shots of the "green apple" .. haunted area .. and etc.