mommy, 我爱你! ♥

know what, i used to argue a lot with my mom when i was a teenage girl. ever since i went to uni, she becomes my best friend ever. she will always be there whenever i need her ♥

she knows my temper, she know my personality well ... she know how to calm me down ... she does magic!

i'm not feeling well this week. gastric attacking me again. period pain & gastric, when two come together, there's nothing to funny about. i feel touch, really ... she checks on me everyday to make sure my condition is getting better. (honestly, she did more than my bf did)

there's one time, when i was a young girl, guess i was 4. i had a nightmare, mom leaving me. i woke up crying and looking for my mom, crying loudly when i saw her in the kitchen. i still remember i was with my teddy bear and my mom came hug me to calm me now. funny is, till now, i always mix up my dream with my real life, my dreams are always so true to believe.

my mom is a very sentimental type. when i went back for this year cny, we talked about my engagement, she was telling my dad, "oh, i thought it wasnt true. it's no joke and i feel sad" ... mom, i wanted to tell you, no matter what, i will always your daughter! and i want to be your daugther forever and ever.

she is the "best-est" mom ever!! mommy, 我爱你! ♥

colbie caillat - bubbly

it brightens my day *big wink*

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Love this picture. Was modeling to get the best angle for photo taking.

friendship

i have no idea why am i keep having nightmares these days. maybe i should just get a dream catcher.

again, last night. the funny thing is that what i dreamt of was the fear i have for myself relating to gossip girl series i'm addicted too.

friendship. i start to realise that once you get older, your so-called best friends are getting lesser and lesser. and you start to appreciate more on the close relationship you have with family. the first time having this kind of feeling was when i entered UTM. i was the only one in my "gang" that in JB, others are in KL. i felt depressed ...

anyway, it wasn't that bad. after 3 years course, everyone apart with their own dreams. meeting another batch of people and changing another new job, you met another batch of new people ... (that's why i have so many friends in my Facebook friend list).

ask yourself, the closest friend you can rely on when you are having problem ... i bet one hand five fingers are far more than enough.

betrayal? yes, i guess it happened to all of us. i'm considered soft-hearten type, i forgive though i'm madly mad when i found out.

i used to have this good friend that i share every single secrets. it was a big shocked when i found she actually betrayed me. i wasn't sure how to deal with it for this time round ... i thought i forgave but i realise i was not.

time heals? maybe, perhaps.

i was watching gossip girl season 3 last night, i bet you guys know what is it all about in gossip girl, backstab ... betray ... and i had a stupid dream bout this friend who betrayed me. AND the worse thing is i always make my dream connecting with my life ... argh! feeling insecure for no reason ... funny me, i would say!

hopefully i can be a lot more better after "shooting" all my emoOooOoos here. ciao, people!~