Leo Burnett, Can’t Wait to Share with You Guys

I am now my way going back home, yea, Alor Star, no kidding. The ticket uncle was asking, “Ah moi, Parit Buntar ke Alor Star??” Finally, I made up my mind and changed my plan at the very last minute, postponed the Penang Cari-cari Makan trip days after. I have few months never see my parents, can you imagine how much I miss them?!

Go back to the point, Leo Burnett’s interview. Leo Burnett’s office is damn beautiful, the design is fabulous, wanted to take down the photos. Anyway, I didn’t as this will show that I am like a monkey coming out from the jungle only >.< st="on">PO the picture if I got the job, hehe! Guys, it is true that got apples at the reception counter, planned to take one but only left 3, if take one left two, not nice the glass bowl looked.

Karen (Melissa’s head, forgotten her position) and Melissa (Brand Manager, who I will be reporting to) had the interview with me. Argh, prepared also no use, like Shell, they not going to ask you anything about those frequently-asked interview questions. For me, is like a chit-chatting session more than an interview. They exposed to me that the working environment is gonna be very hectic here … … [I think if I get this job, I won’t be going Shell dy, from what they told me, is the job what I want] I love working under stress as it will push me to my limitation and realize my full potential, this is what I think. And I am able to come out with fabulous ideas when I been pushed, hehe ;) *sot sot one*

When is the final recruitment decision? Hmm, end of next week, so guys, hehehehe, pray for me, kekeke!! Seem like I always ask friends around me to pray for me *-) but the vacancy needed urgent so if confirm will be start working soon. Anyway, won’t think so much first, enjoy my holiday! If didn’t get it, go back Singapore and search for jobs lo, hehe! Believe me, God will always have the most suitable gift for you, trust Him!

Aiya, I am hungry now, haven’t have a proper meal today so what to do now? Sleep … then I will forget about my hungriness, chao~

(This post is written during my trip back then copy and paste it, hehe! Finished by 7.09 pm 28^th April 2008)

Saying bye-bye to UTM

Date: 28th April 2008 (Monday)
Time: 2.29pm
Place: Starbuck, Times Square, KL (with my favourite hot cappuchino and expresso tiramisu-my brunch)

I left UTM this morning, 8.15 am bus to KL, having an interview with Leo Burnett for the Brand Executive position. The interview postponed to 3.30 pm, will departing there after this entry.

3 years, not too long but not short time, I am going to miss UA1-4003 and everything there. UTM, see you during mid August.

I am still waiting for Shell second interview - SRD, heard that normally it takes months to be called. And I got call from LB, give myself a try! Wish me best of luck! It is my pleasure to have the chance to work with ranked 4th worldwide advertising and communication firm. I heard from friends and seniors that is gonna be very hectic working there but I am not scare, as you guys know, I love challenges!! Challenges make my life full with colors ;)

I am not overnight here, will straight away going back to Penang after my interview. My Penang trip started! Yahooo!! These days won't have time to online I guess, busy visit Goofy and San san's house before going back to my home sweet home. I might be going to Langkawi too, for a short vacation, who want chocolate???!! Let me know earlier la, hehe! After that, maybe going to Ipoh then end of May - shopping in Singapore [Yirun said got sales that time ;)]

Just now dar dar said will buy me birthday present wor, hmm, don't know is it true or not. Not expecting anything cause no expectation no hurt feeling if not happened, Caroline's survival skill. I said I want lily for long time dy, don't know will it be true?! Hmm ... [stop dreaming Caroline, time's up!]

Got to go, wish me best of luck for the interview later. See you guys around soon!! I will try to take and post up nice nice photos after my short vacation.

Take care!

I am going to miss UA1-4003 .. *sob sob*

3 big stacks of books, magazines, newspapers, papers ... and 3 bags of clothes (2 more inside the room) - I had asked Chai Ling pick and pass it to Chi-Ji, don't still outside the room or ...

Final Final Final Paper is DONE!

23rd April 2008 11 a.m. SHD 2583 MSI

Yahooo!! I am done with my Final Year Final Semester Final Paper!

Anyway, don't ask me, I still have no idea on what my plan yet. Not sure how long will I be staying here, last time, maybe I was the one who "chao" straight after my paper, but not this time. Don't feel like leaving so soon, hehe ;) Hmm, my thesis passing up is on this coming Monday, "wan kat lou"'s fault, critical period still can go KL =.=

Graduate! Ya, start missing my lovely coursemates, having some surprises for them, hehe. As Sok Fen said, see ya during month of September. Hope everyone get their dream job and enjoy their next journey.

Hehe, share with you guys, I got a call from Leo Burnett yesterday, Brand Executive position, my dream job. Really out of my surprise, I didn't expect I get a call from them. Matthias asked what I had done to get all those offers, but I really didn't do anything. Andrew, nothing to do with enclosed my photo in my CV too k, hehe! But really thanks to my seniors, uncles and friends who really giving me a lot of guidance and helping hand while I am doubt with what path I should take. Hmm, pray hard for my Brand Executive position in Leo Burnett la, SHELL - not yet giving up [heard from them not that soon to have the second interview, have to wait till got availability of position so work while wait la]

Celebration??!! Ya, finish all my papers dy should celebrate. Actually I am damn hungry now, haven't have my lunch, milo and San san's 2 biscuits from 8 am till now, almost 4 pm dy. We are going for steamboat at one Taiwan restaurant later (we are their loyal customers) then Fen's gang inviting us for K-session tonight, Friday Shogun's sushi buffet then weekend Singapore meet up my lovely brother ...

Ling Jie Jie arr + others (daddy, mommy, cousiess), I am still not yet sure when I am going back yet, haven't arrange my schedule cause will be having an interview either in KL or Singapore then Penang makan-makan first then only back home. But will be going Langkawi after home. Hehe!! Sure will meet you guys one la, no worries.

Got to go, San san miscall me dy. Chao~

Take care, guys!

Bubbles ...

Yo, Symposium 2008 is over. My thesis presentation is done! 2 more papers left then can "goyang kaki" already. Hmmm, jobless it means, haha!

Stupid Wifi UTM acts dummy these days so can't online, but never mind, kinda tired after the whole day symposium, slept for whole Sunday then go "mum mum" with the gang.

My dream was broken. I was under 2 killer panels, ARGHH!! Supposingly, I am under Abu Bakar and Zafir who know juniors change it without any notification. Can you imagine how nervous I am, a lot of unpredictable small cases happening that day, I was the last presentor, need to wait till around 6pm from 7am, damn! Some more, Puan Zaida and Rohaizat these two killer panels really giving a lot of trouble to the previous presentors. Some of them, just started the presentation, introduction part only, already kena, said their data is not relevant at all arr, bla bla bla ...

That morning (actually night before) realized that one of my result got problems, the interpretation from me and others are totally different. Both my panels very expert in SPSS, sure I will kena teruk-teruk, haizzzzzz ...

Oh, is my turn, our hall is the last one, cause these two panels really really asked lots questions, delaying the schedule. Haizzz, I kept praying and told myself, "sei jao sei" take it as a challenge!!

... ...

... ...

Me kinda "guai wok", reached that result part, I quick-press the next button, hahahaha!! Actually time is running out and I still got a lot to talk about. Again, they asked me quickly do my conclusion [usual la, Caroline always been asked to "conclude in one sentence" during presentation, haha]

Really out of my surprise, Puan Zaida said, "You are the best presentor of the day", she is amazed with my presentation, so as fellows on the floor, got junior kept taking my photo during presentation, he admired me wor. Hehehe!!

But too bad, I less one mark to another guy, haiz!!! A bit depressed lo, cause honestly, best presentor is my dream. Never mind la, recognition from killer panels great liao lo, cannot be so greedy ;) A lot of lectures thought I was too, Puan Zaida came to me after the closing ceremony, said I did a great job, don't sad. Sharifuddin also said so, he said result is always like this, year before even worse. Hehe! Thanks to those who come and support me during my presentation, hehe! And my junior, Lay Kim, thanks for the helping hand for that day [really lotsa small cases happened to me *shy* giving her trouble only]

Bubbles ... ...

[herliza + caroline + aminah] = best assignment-working companion


smiley cui ying + damn-tired caroline

LY & me

SRD, I am coming!

Shell Recruitment Day (SRD)

Yeah, finally, I got it! Hehehe =D Thanks for those who are praying hard for me!! Really appreciate that. Goofy & San San, recently very broke le, cannot treat you guys Sakura sushi buffet yet, I got RM 100 Italianese's cash voucher, okay la ya! Sakura sushi buffet, wait till I signed my offer letter then, kekeke! But you two also very kiam siap hor, always bully me, you guys got extra RM 4/500 also haven't treat me le, don't care, pay every bills when I am going Penang for short vacation.

Wifi UTM kinda dumb dumb one, especially when you're urgently need internet connection to check for something, it will always in low-connectivity, HEADACHE!!!! Please la, technology university but CICT still providing us this kind of internet services, really want to get complained by all UTMers. Mailbox can't be opened, Ebuddy also dumb dumb, always error error error.

Special thanks to HM Lee, luckily he checked for me and so clever will drop me a message at facebook:

We are pleased to inform that our assessment of your performance at the interview has been meeting our criteria and you have been short listed for our Shell Recruitment Day.

The Shell Recruitment Day is scheduled based on business requirements and specific matching of the job description with your background upon which a date will be set.

In short, u have been shortlisted for next round :)

Hehe! Greater and tougher stage I need to go through. I need you guys keep praying hard for me, don't stop o! Haha! San san & Goofy gonna kill me, kakakaka!

Update:

1. I still got two more papers left! Yahoo!! But too bad, can't going back home earlier cause I can only revise on my thesis draft after 25th, "special thanks" to Sharifuddin la, "I will not be around for one week, I will only revise after I back from KL ..." so irresponsible~ Hmmm!

2. Tomorrow is my thesis presentation. Sharifuddin damn wan kat one lo, said my panel is Abu Bakar and Zafir who know coursemates told me I will be evaluated by Rohaizat and Puan Zaida, damn!! Make me big hear now, I hate SPSS! [Okay la Caroline, cheers up! Nothing can beat you down that easy! Hmm, Sharifuddin, remember!!!!]

3. My birthday celebration with whole family flying away like bubbles dy ... T_T my brother is going Singapore tomorrow for work. OMG, I am gonna miss him!! Stupid Jie said he won't cry cause he can own the whole room jo, isk!! Nevermind la, after my final, I can go Singapore find him and go shopping [Shopping?!! NOOOOOO!!! No shopping for me till I get my first month salary, I am broke .. is my turn to follow Kai Xuan's RM 2 Strategy dy].

4. Will be going Kota Tinggi for Ba Kut Teh this coming Sunday!! Yum yum!! Gotcha try whether is it really nice as commented. Can't wait for my Ba kut Teh's yum yum session, hahaha!!

5. Seem like I am getting sick soooon, need to drink more water! [you guys too ya, very moody weather out there] Goofy, thanks for your "liang cha bao" *sweet* I promise will take good good care of myself and won't eat those "junkie" anymore.

Alright, is 10.57 am, I still haven't take my breakfast, so got to go! Today is watermelon day! Yum yum watermelon.

HOT SUN?!!

My first paper for the last final exam will be started tomorrow till 23rd of April. 3.38pm now and I am still blogging here, aisk! Naughty Caroline!!

This morning, thought woke up earlier a bit (almost 12 noon) send my clothes to "washing machine" and wash it then can dry it under the hot sun. Oh gosh! It is damn hot out there. Caroline brought her umbrella with pile of clothes walk walk walk .. walk to UA2 .. then walk walk walk to cafe and tabao. After my lunch, almost time to collect the clothes and dry it. Brought along my umbrella walk walk walk again from 4th floor, UA1 ... OH hot yet pain-feeling sun! Who know after i hang all my clothes and walked back to my hostel, the sky turned dark!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!

I was so tiring yet exhausted (av ma making me get tired easily) .. don't care! When the rain almost come then only collect la, bo lat liao!

The sky turned darker and darker ... ... wuwuwuw T_T no choice, have to send my clothes to the drying machine. ISKK, damn bad luck today, the machine "ate" me extra RM 2. Have to wait for another 35 minutes then walk walk walk and collect my hot-and-dry clothes.

ARGHH!! I haven't start studying for tomorrow paper. No mood no mood. Thought after playing my favorite Sudoku while waiting at room can make me feel better. ARGH, can't le! So ending up here crap crap crap.

Hehe! Much more better now after my shout out. Times up! Got to walk walk walk to UA2 to get my clothes. Take a nap (since the weather so nice) then only start study la. Keke! Lazy Caroline! No worries la, actually I read through last weekend jo, just need to revise again only + memorize the keywords.

All the best to those who are having exam!!

Tata! Better be quick else I will catch in the rain ;p

SHELL

Two days before (Wednesday), when I was still cracking my head whether want to go for the offer of the International Marketing Executive position, out of my surprise, I got a call that afternoon from Roslina, Shell HR people (forgotten what title she is) saying that I am shortlisted and they are going to have an interview section with me on the next day (Thursday).

Due to the "geographical issue and concern" (I am still at JB and their HQ is at Damansara Heights) so I opted phone interview. Heard from my seniors and uncles, Shell is a great and fantastic employer, I should grab the chance cause not that easier to be shortlisted wor. I like Shell but not because of the $$$ issue but the training and career opportunities that they provide.

Yaya, I really putting in my effort and hardwork in oder for me to success in the interview. I did my research on the company, oil and gas industry, checked out forums and blogs that written about the Shell interview ... ... not an easy task le, a lot of those who went through the interview claimed that it is tough, you can't predict how the interview will be. Feeling tension T_T keep telling myself, Caroline, nevermind, just give yourself a try, if you lose it also not a big deal and take it as experience. But I am not that kinda person, when I really want something I will working for it.

Read read read ... ... until 2am. No no, is time for bed!! I need to stay fresh next morning!

The interview in on 9am but that interviewer "CT" [don't know how her name spells] called me around 9.15am making me even more tension. Haha! So far, the interview is okay and the questions are kinda challenging [admitting it as tough is not Caroline's way] BUT the interviewer kinda sarky lo [sorry to say that]. I cannot control myself dy, I have my pride so I defend back at the last section of the interview, kakaka!

I will only know the result, whether I am qualified for the next screening [SRD, even tougher and diffficult as others said] in another two weeks time. What I can do is praying hard that I will go through all these and get my dream job. I believe when you want something, it always need hardwork and your determination, you won't get it that easy unless you are superb lucky person, and those you did worth for it to do so to get it.

*Pray for me!*

I felt very very tired and exhausted after that interview, had my nap till 4pm. Not feel like woke up lo but need to go for video shooting, last assignment, so no choice. I realised one thing, seeking for a job is not that easier as I think *shy*

And I sent my Thank You Letter and rejected my offer for the International Marketing Executive position this morning. I know what I want and know what should I do, just sometimes I will lost myself. No worries, buddies! Caroline is no longer a small little girl, she knows how to live her life ;)

Again, *do pray for me!* Hehehe!

Oh, my final exam is coming very very very soon! Luckily Yirun reminded me last night during the dinner that my first paper start on next Tuesday. Oh gosh!!! Jia you jia you, gonna start studying for my final exam tomorrow [HAHAHAHA!]. What to do, tonight we got pre-graduation night ma, enjoy first! Ok la ok la, I will start study this afternoon if nothing to do while watching my series, kekeke! *naughty Caroline*

Ok, I need to go, need to go kacau san san's blog awhile before I left.

Cha neh!

When a GIRL ...

When a GIRL is quiet,

Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,

She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of question,

She is wondering how long will you be around.

When a GIRL answer “I’m fine” after a few second,

She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,

She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL say “I LOVE YOU”,

She means it.

When a GIRL say she misses you,

No one in this world can miss you more than her …

Blurry Caroline

Thanks for all the support and "Good Luck" calls and messages!

I am done with my interview. Out of my surprise, I got the job offer on the spot. The interviewer said she is very impressed with me wor. Anyway, I am not okay with the salary offered so I told them I will seriously think about it and get back to them.

Then, this morning, I got a call from Shell saying I am shortlisted for the interview. Having a phone interview by tomorrow since I can't make it to their office at Damansara. Can't think much yesterday night cause I am so tired and exhausted after one day trip.

Actually, I still prefer working in big yet well-known company. For me, I will pick this type of company to make my start. I got lotsa advices from friends, seniors and family members, what they said have their points. But I should pick what I want, what I think most suit me. Yea, true, starting in Singapore as fresh graduate will be better if you are intended to work there. But as you all guys know, is not that easier for a Malaysian to enter those "Fortune 100" companies there since you are not a Singaporean or PR holder.

Actually, I am kinda blurry here. Eric said, I should "man man wan", no rush, start earlier doesn't mean it is great! True! Since I can easily get a job, why don't I slowly see and pick what I want and most suit me.

What I love? I prefer technologies related thingy comparing those tangible things. That's why I love strategy and branding so much I guess. It is like: it is tangible but yet it can change the world, how great! Hehehe!!

Dar dar very busy arr these days. He asked me to think after I wake up tomorrow morning. Now only 3.14pm le. Maybe he and San san know my style, I will suddenly make up my mind after I woke up from a nap or maybe some inspirations come. Hahaha!! Ok la ok la, don't wanna throw tantrum on you although I don't like the suggestion you gave [yea, I know I should studying for my exam now, yea, I am doing it, but is bore and no oom yet, hahaha]. I am big girl dy, need to think out the way by myself, can't too rely on anyone all the times.

Caroline, jia you jia you lo!!!

P/S: Did you utm people, especially those at FSKSM noticed that a lot of purple-color-F1-shirt people at N28? Hehehe! 3SHF students la! Very funny le, since we are FSKSM students why you have our photo section at FSKSM??? Doubt it.

Another Boring Day

Yoyo! Everyone have submitted their thesis draft! *Release*

Very sien le, suddenly like nothing to expect and work for. One word to describe - boring! Arghhh!! Everyone go back and sleep straight after submitted their draft, been rushing for days so lack of sleep. Me le? I finished long time ago, now more boring, turn around on my bed, thought of reading some books ... who know ending up doing something "bo bo" i.e. EDITING PHOTO!

Haha! Where got "bo bo" wor? Very meaningful task le. I edited my pictures with San san and Goofy. San san one, terribly funny! Was thinking of giving her a surprise as graduation present. BUT ending up "beh tahan" went to her room to show her. Hahaha! She asked me why I made her till so ugly wor, like Robinson nia. San san, cute leh, not ugly la!



Going Shogun Lunch Sushi Buffet this coming Friday!!! Yahoo!!! Caroline is craving for sushi buffet. Her love towards sushi is can't explain with words. Hehehe!!

Caroline is going to start doing her revision for coming final. Ganbatte!! [but after my video taking, keke! haven't start doing yet *shy*]

Ermm ... ... start planning where to go after the final du ... might be following coursemates to Ipoh then Cameron then Penang [Yirun, Equatorial Hotel's sushi buffet ya!] then Pulau Paya then Langkawi then Alor Star ... hahaha! I am running out of cash, who want to donate??? Bangkok backpack plan was canceled [dar dar said dangerous wor better don't go] ... Vietnam backpack [not really in the mood yet le] ... Taiwan backpack [hopefully this coming October] ... ... ... ... Caroline is start "night-dreaming" here dy ...

San san is waiting for me for pillow talk. Got to go! Hehe! Catch up with you guys soon!!

Oh ya, I will be going Singapore for an interview tomorrow. Pray for me and wish me luck!!!

Tata!

P/S: dar dar, miss you o!

New KPI for Q2

Back to my hostel.

After a nap, milo treat and some writing and drawing here, Caroline is much more better already. Hehehe!! Cheers~

Human is a very unique species, they have feeling. Sometimes you might think it is good to have it but some of the hard time, you wish you don't have it. Let's put it this way, is a specialty that given by God, we should treasure this "ability". You will only enjoy to be happy after you tried sadness, this killing feeling. No darkness, you wouldn't see the light. It is hurt sometimes, but if you change your way looking at this, you will feel more better. Use your ability! Don't hide it. I am a bad example, why? I am kinda person that scare of being hurt so i will always try my best to protect myself. And it is tiring, why not I just accept whatever circumstances that come to me and "enjoy" it. Been hurt, "enjoy" the process cause something good is going to happen to you soon. Hehe!

Resolution for 2008. I break it down quarterly. My Q1 KPI is to maintain my weight at 48kg and study hard for my last semester. It is month of April already, kekeke! Reviewing back ... I achieve!! I am 48kg now. I finished most of my work dy. Last semester is coming to the end. New life, new expectation, new challenges ahead and I am waiting for all these!!

What's my Q2 KPI then?? Hehehe!
1. Lose my weight to 45kg (hehe, 3 more kg to go!)
2. Have a new job and enjoy my working life! (must balance it too, yes!! can take up my yoga class, dance class, piano class, violin class, hit for gym, JLPT3 ... ... a lot of stuffs I can do!!)
3. Stay preety (Oops, preetier instead, hahaha!)
4. My backpack plan

Hehe! Seem like I am having a very very very fun yet challenging KPI for my Q2!! Must jia you jia you!

Say "bye-bye" to dar dar is waiting for next "hi" to dar dar. Hehe! Putting this way, make me feel better. Having HOPES is very very hang fuk one. That's why I keep asking everyone around me "DARE TO DREAM BIG". That power is superb, is unpredictable and it will work!

P/S: I am having an interview at Singapore this Tuesday, pray for me!

[Actually got that few minutes I am thinking to give up cause I feel myself so "weak" - will have this kind of feeling when I have a "supporter". I think I will tend to be a "small woman" if I am with my loved one. Gosh! Then I think my dreams will all gone! I will enjoy and don't want to make any changes!]

Feel like crying T_T

6th April 2008, Sunday

You might be enjoying this Sunday as any Sundays. But this is the day I wish it wouldn't be coming ... It is the day to say "Goodbye" and I really no ideas when we gonna meet. Maybe, this is the last. Two of us might going on our own path and will never meet. How?? I know I am not that cold-blooded type so I am going to miss you a lot a lot (for the first few days) then treat you very cool again, ignoring your resistant .. yea, is my way to protect myself.

I know I am selfish but I really hate this kind of situation just like how much I don't like about uncertainties. Since there is no future, what for I still want to step in?! I can't take that pain, never again, never (I keep telling myself).

Actually I am not that strong enough to deal with this sort of situation. The most useful tool I used is ignoring, let time pass and lessen my miss ... But it is not a good healing way. I have made up my mind to go Singapore and I really need to be very firm with my decision. Career is important for me and it will always be the second place after my family.

Why you are not in my consideration list? Hmm ... as we two know, this is not going to work, a lot of no-no and uncertainties so what for still ... God always have the arrangement for you. Maybe, perhaps, we can still keep as what it is.

Crying? Yea, I really feel like crying, heart feeling pain ... when woke up this morning. But my tears ... don't know why Caroline has forgotten how to cry for this type of situation.

STOP!!! Cheers up, my dear Caroline!! I am going to be fine SOOOOON!! Nothing to be sad about, treasure the memories .. live happily ...

Dar dar, thanks you so much for all these times. Thanks for your helpful advices and supports. Do take good good care of yourself there. Don't be so naughty anymore. So po going to miss so lou a lot a lot o!! You too, must miss me ya ... *huggies and kisses*

Tears are coming down ...


Should I really put it an end?! No ideas. This is the only way I should and must do T_T

Princess Caroline Brand

What is my dream??

Develop my own brand - Princess Caroline brand with a range of products from clothing, books, skin care products, accessories, furniture, foods, education center ... It is a big dream! Hehe, again, DARE to dream BIG!

Caroline will work hard hard for her dream as she really wanted to be a full time blogger (in other words, exceedingly rich *0*)

I bet everyone do have their own dream, we should have at least one. Why am I saying so? Your dream will make you work hard for it. Your life will be full with hopes and expectations. But do have a second plan (Plan B as an option). If you own a dream, congratulation! Your life will be meaning than anyone :) I assure you!

It is my dream too, to become an activist, not terrorist ya, don't mix up! But I still to work on my skills and weaknesses. I am kind of person that tend to be firm with my points, I will debate with you for my points. BUT I will accept yours if you manage to persuade me, not much can do it so sometimes a lot of people having misunderstanding to me. When it comes to work, I can be very serious but when it is playtime, I will play hard!

Life is short, we should learn to enjoy every single second :) Treasure everything we have.

DONE!

Yea yea yea! Chiang chiang chiang chiang! I finished all my assignments dy!! Muahahaha :D

Neh!! Cheat you only la, but left not much. I am happy now cause I really finished all my today-to-do list le :) so guai! Left my final thesis and Multimedia Marketing - video taking then all done.

Hmm .. going to start doing revision for my final exam this weekend - Business Strategy, Multimedia Marketing, Brand Management and Ethic Profession. Jia you jia you o, Caroline!!

35 inch

Days before, I dreamed about arguing with Goofy. She kept saying my waist is 35 inch [HELL!!!] then I kept argue with her that I am 50kg, how it can be 35 inch for my waist le ... so we two kept arguing till I woke up and quicky go and check. Haha!! 49kg le.

San san arr, busy with thesis, now become 41kg, isk!! Jealous nia!! I finished my thesis jo, kinda holiday mood, just waiting for my final exam. If I also cough like dar dar, sure I will shed a lot of weight, kekeke! [stupid idea! don't!!!]

Since I have nothing to do jo, maybe is time to start my toning project!! In the progress ... as I really no mood to do anything, lazy!

Last?!

Dar dar seem like old jo [working tension? the beard? ...] cough like hell .. pity him.

Last time? Maybe, perhaps. Actually I am not that cold-blooded as what I act to. Kinda "em sek tak" lo, almost one year dy wor, not a short period.

Anyway, I manage to deal it. It is not the issue of selfish or what, is all about doing the right decision at the right time. Thanks for his support down the road. Don't know in the next 2/3 years, what will our life will be, will our horizontal line crossing again or departing at different ways.

What I can do for you is just giving you the best memory I can, hope we can treasure all these in our heart. It is good that you still remember the single little, hehe!

As I mentioned in my earlier blog entry, human is a single partition, we do have our own destiny and purpose. It sounds negative, but if you think another way: try your best to treasure every little single moment with one you care for, you won't regret! JY taught me one thing: treasure the memory, what for we sad for separate?! We should happy as we have shared sweet memories.

San san + Goofy Tan, less than one month time. [Goofy seem like stop counting the days dy, busy? em sek tak? who know. hehe!] We will be moving to the next destination, anyway, thanks for these 3 years time. If without you two, I won't be so strong comparing last time. Still remember the cries and laughs we have down the road. Caroline crying like shit times and times but is you two who cheer me up again and again without complaining anything. Argue? Yes, we do but the good thing is we treasure our friendship!

Few days before, read about the news that my ex-prefect senior past away in an accident. He was to-becoming doctor, the only son in the family ... Again this prove to us that, life is full with a lot of uncertainties, we need to learn to deal with those uncertainties no matter how much you don't like about it.

Stupid dar dar making the mistake again yesterday, should I voice out? Don't know. I know you are sick but don't say "yes" if you can't make it. As I really worry with you, woke up in the middle of the night, wondering are you okay there.

Dar dar, San san & Goofy Tan, you all so meant to me. Sorry for idiot stuffs I did before and thanks for all the encouragement and advices. Do take good good care of yourself there. Let see who is going to be "ah sor" or "ah pek" in the next 2/3 years times. Do count Shariffudin, Simon and Jovean in, hehehe!!!

No Lean Back

Past means past. What for you still care about? The main concern will be present and future.

What you can do is not regret of what you have done BUT prepare to be better and get yourself ready for all sort of challenges ahead!!

Sometimes you might feel hurt for the situation you are in, what people had done to you ... but always remember this: if you are giving this as the reason for stopping yourself from moving forward, YOU'RE RIDICULOUS!! The world is not going to stop for a second because of you, everyone is moving, why should you stop your steps?! You should even moving faster!!

Promises??? What is the definition for it?? Promise means promise, it is not a contract. What I went through recently, it proved to me again, take it easy!! Once you take it serious, the percentage of being hurt will raised, the probability for the promise to be coming true is not 100% as what contract can do. So, don't be so stupid anymore, Caroline!!

Human is selfish. I strongly agree this fact now! Human is a single piece, you need to do whatever to support your own self. But I am not meaning that you can hurt people. For my principle, try my best to pursue my dreams, I can do anything but with one condition: I am not hurting anyone.

So, NOW, no matter what you did, what choices you made, DO THINK ABOUT YOURSELF FIRST!!! Love yourself before you are able to love others! Hahaha!! Another reason for me to pamper myself more. Yea!!!