Be Thankful

This evening, my beloved cousin sister sent me a link and told me that her uncle passed away. I was shocked when I read about the news. I really can't imagine that this kind of accident would happened to people around me.

The time when she told me all these through Skype, I was like kept replying her "omg ... I really can't imagine that ...". Surprisingly she is stronger than what I thought, she was telling me not to think so much, life is still go on.

These few days, I think quite a lot, about ... everything. I realized when we getting older, you will see the other dimension of the life, it is not always follow the way you want it to be. If it does for you, you really need to be thankful. Life is unpredictable. It is so unpredictable till you have no hint what is going to happen next.

For me, I think I am pretty lucky. I know what I want and always get what I want. Of cause, when time passed, when things don't get your way, I learn to accept the fact that sometimes you will be disappointed with things happened around you. However, it doesn't matter, it make you immune. Just appreciate what you have, live life fullest =)

At upon of time, I was thought of giving up something I wanted so much (secret!) but I tell myself, it is glad that I have something I wanted so much. Put in the efforts and we shall wait for the results. This is the belief for me to continue to pursue what I wanted so badly.

My mom is not a career woman but a typical housewife that has her own thought [She is superwoman for me ;)]. She always tell me, "darling, taking things slower, step by step, what for you are pushing yourself so much, you should learn to smell the flowers around you" ...

A lot of people only realized how importance family meant to them when they went through certain tearful situation. YES, I did when I was secondary school. I used to be like any other teenagers that is so stubborn and will never listen to advices given till one day, my mom been hospitalized. I still remember clearly the time when she was crying and looking for me, she felt scared being alone ... I start to wake up from my naive behavior. I know I'm type of person that will never let myself regret, so I learn to view things from different angles, what's their standpoints and take advices as something for me to improve. And be thankful enough, this is the way how it shaped me today ;)

Thanks mommy & I will always love you. And my dad, plus everybody in family. Thanks God for me having such a great family. They will never selfish in giving their loves and cares. They are always be there whenever you need them. They are wonderful!

Thanks GOD :)