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"No one is perfect, and that if we expect to be loved for all our imperfections, why are we so reluctant to accept and forgive the imperfections of others?" ...


Life is fragile & really really unpredictable.

Days before, I was telling him happily that I'm going to write him an email instead to share some "bloody good news" (for me) since he is always busy, busy, and busy. But I didn't. Within these couples of days, my emotions were riding ups and downs. Good news-email?! Now, no more. I would say I start "closing" myself to all these again ... I'm very scare of that kind of feelings. You may say I'm a coward, who care! (Sorry, emo emo so sounds so harsh)


"You will miss it when I'm gone."


We are having QBR this coming week. The works of brands I handling, both Yes! and Friso got very good rating from Yasmin. During the rating session, she was sharing how she felt for Teoh's fiancee. It was so sad and she gonna make a movie out of it ...

As usual, if she is in town, every mornings she came with Yew Leong, she sure will greet us when she passed by our place. And thou 3 years of marriage, both of them still very much in love. Two lovey-dovey couple :)

The day she collapsed, just right before she going to TV3 and lunch with her hubby, she was kacau-ing us while we were having our lunch in bistro. Hours, news about she was collapsed was announced. My heart was jumping hard, and I been thinking to myself, why ... why ... why all these kept happen ... She is such a great person. She is kind. She is down-to-earth. She is an inspirational person ... why is life so unfair. If anything happen to her, how will Yew Leong be? You were sad for Teoh's fiancee and you can't be doing this to him since you love him so much ...

On the Friday morning, TKE was telling us, she was stable and asked us to be positive and pray for her. Then, Saturday night, just before we manage to pay her a visit on Sunday morning, she left us ... the scene of Yasmin & Yew Leong holding hands, lovey-dovey walking to the lift was the last memory she gave to me.

Ya, everyone should be strong. God loves her so much and so He wants her to go back to his side.

Life ... life ... life ...

What I would say, do whatever you wanna do so there's no regret in your life.

Be strong, Yew Leong.

Rest in peace, Yasmin.

We Love You, Yasmin

Rest in peace, Yasmin. We love you, and you will always be remembered.

When a GIRL ...

When a GIRL is quiet,
millions of things run into her mind ...

When a GIRL is not arguing,
she is thinking deep, deeply ...

When a GIRL look at you, with eye full of questions,
she is wondering how long will you be around ...

When a GIRL answer "I am fine" after FEW SECONDS,
means she is not fine at all ...

When a GIRL stares at you,
she is wondering why you lying ...

When a GIRL says "I love you",
she means it ...

When a GIRL says "she misses you",
no one in this world will miss you much more than her ...


In short, SHE is smart until she fall in LOVE!

A Dream & A Chance

I bet everyone is god damn gang ho about Transformer 2 and Ice Age 3 now. Me? Sure I had already watched both, and me like any of you guys out there who love Transformer 2, wanted to watch it again and again. Adanya orang macam ni, that's why till this weekend, it is still difficult to get Transformer 2 tickets and cinemas are all jam-packed with people (who are they? ANDRY! lo ...).

However, I'm not going to talk about how superb Transformer 2 it is today. I will be asking you guys to watch "Dance, Subaru!" instead, highly recommended. It is another movie that I'm going to watch it again and again beside Transformer 2 and my favourite, Twilight (see below for some updates).


"Dance, Subaru!" is a Japanese movie that adapted from a popular manga of same title from Soda Mashito, who draw Fire Fighter (very famous too!). It is the story about a young ballerina, Subaru Miyamato, her way in pursuing her dream. The treatment used by the Director is very "clean", reason being why I used the word "clean" is because for the flow of the movie (kinda different from the manga), you seem like reading a story book/novel and been dragged to the flow, experiencing challenges she faced together and cry of touch.

Subaru Miyamato is a genius ballerina, she is not only good in ballet but street dance and modern dance too. I was so impressed with her in modern dance, it is very difficult cause you really need to put in your feeling in order to use the dance to communicate what you wanted to communicate. It was really very touching till I can't stop myself from crying in the cinema *shy shy*


Subaru & Kazuma (her twin brother, who dead when she was 5)



A dream & a chance. You need to be focus if you ready want to get what you dream of. You might be a lonely loner, but who care, the moment you achieve what you one, the happiness you will get ... WOW! you live for yourself not others. It's not to say that you can't have friends or whatever, but as we know, in this world, you will never know a friend might be an enemy, your enemy is actually your true friend. Life is always miserable, yes, it is, but is just up to you to tweak it, whether you choose to enjoy it or keep complaining about it but achieve nothing.

Live for your own dreams not others dream, that is why I took Marketing and I never regret! I made mistakes, big mistakes, in my life but I never regret. Thanks God for having supportive parents and family for whatever I do, and my dear San San (she is always so understanding for what I had done, which I don't think people might accept, she is always give me supports that I need without asking too much cause she knows I hate people to ask too much & judge me for what I did).


Update:

Guess what?!.. I bought the whole set of Twilight novels (special edition) - Happy happy!!



Another busy busy week to go! Go go go!! Wish everyone have a good week ahead! Take care! Huhu no more fever, cough and flu so stop asking me to go for H1N1 quarantine ya *wink wink*

Take care all!! *muack*