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Sorry for my long absence. Yay, I know is been looong that I never update my blog, hmmm ... not because of work for this time round but ... Poupee Girl. Add me add me! I update my dress up of my Poupee Girl via QR code everyday, it is so addictive, trust me, you will!
july is ain't good month for me. serious. lotsa things happened, and feeling glad that am not so bad luck.
hmm caryn asked me a good question today, "so are you excited bout the new change?"
i didn't answer her. just don't know how to answer her.
today my 1st meeting with my new client (and tomorrow am having my last wip meeting, is been 2 years working on the account). i can surely give an answer to caryn now, yes! am excited bout it. i think i back to me (the two years ago me).
i had a long talk with my boss earlier, telling her i need a new environment and i think i'm just not suitable for the job. hehe, she always know what is bordering me. am glad for all the chances she gave.
guess things happened this while, make me losing my focus, am too emotional attached. i learned one lesson, never ever get too emotional attached, this round proved how worse case you will be if you did it. fallback plans are important!
guess, things getting better. and guess what, my new client inspired me how to get going. she is such a nice person that you won't even want to get mad on her (told by mel). think, if you continue to be a good nice person, eventually people will see it.
ready for my new challenges? yes, of course! am making sure my fallback plans are really great enough to support me in the future same things happened, now building it hehee!
i know, i know, i know. today is monday, is ain't a day for such a "lovely" topic. i should be busy around and stressed up with my works. hmm. not so agree. i think the wish list will cheer me up and work harder for the week, motivation to get what you want, the ooom, don't ya all agree? hehe
okay, as you all know, i love to pray. i will pray for anything i want, and i do pray for friends. till the extend, people will start asking me, "hmm caroline, is your prayer works?". it depends, by luck, but prayers make me feel ... hmmm how to explain huh ... am just getting use to pray, since i was really really young.
what's my wish list?
#1 camera - Olympus EP2
#2 mini schnauzer (i know caryn, pat and who ever read this gonna tell me, NO WAY YOU GONNA OWN ONE. but ... hmm ... i kept dreaming of myself getting one)
#3 house (you serious??? yes i am. i thought of getting house even before i get my car. hopefully am getting it by end of next year, i know it is hard but, don't under estimate me k)
haha. yay only 3, for now (for the moment, in my mind). see, am not greedy at all. see, all incur $$$$$ so i need to work harder, and smarter as well. hahaha!
okay, i got the ooooom to work harder now. ciao~
P/S: guys, let me know if any part time job, serious, i need one haha!
i ♥ doodling. i doodle when i'm upset, i saw some nice quotes, wanted to get motivated ... found this in the doodling pad i have last week thought it would be quite meaningful to share with you guys - 5 ways to mature adulthood.
#01 avoid blaming past
things happened. there's no point to stand still there feeling regret and upset about the mistakes already done. why not, look for another alternative way and go ahead. life is full with choices and different choices you take, lead you to different you, you will be. am learning not to spend too much time, act like a sober in some mistakes i made. i love to express my feeling but not always your closed one available for you all the time and sometime i just don't wanna burden them with my -ve thought i might have, doodling helps me move on :)
#02 remember you can't be liked at all of the time
hehe :D am learning hard for this. i perceive strongly how people think & feel about me most of the time. i will get emo and upset if i feel doesn't go as what i wish which i seriously need to not to be. emo will only make my life difficult. learned from current issue faced, guess am too emotional attached to one thing and when thing doesn't go the way i want to be, i become emo and i can't stay focus. no way, if am my way to mature adulthood. thanks boss for all the supports, never feel disappointed by me and all the chances given *appreciate*
#03 don't expect to get everything right
i hate uncertainties. yes i am. you will never know how much i hate bout uncertainties, i can get really really upset and become cave-woman hiding in my own little world when thing doesn't get the way i want. now, am better. try to think positive, i know i went through a lot of heart breaking, backstabbed, mistrust bla bla bla you name it, but without all these, my life will be just a plain white paper, correct??! i believe God always have something better for you so don't get too upset when things happened
#04 try not to feel responsible for other people all the time
hmm what i would say? never think you are a savior all the time cause you will never be :)
#05 push yourself
whether you believe it or not, i will never compete with anyone but myself. if you are friends of mine, you will know how i am. hmm i know i need to slow down my speed but i just can't. i always push myself to be a better person, maybe you will feel tired for me but this is how i lead my life. no worries, am enjoying, i have targets for myself, once i make it, is a great accomplishment for me, and that kind of satisfaction is unexplainable. try it and you will know
hope you guys enjoy some simple thoughts i have bout life ♥
p/s: jess darling is back! it's 6pm now, can't wait for tonight girls out! happy weekend to all of you ya!!~
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
