yeah july is ending!

yeah, july is ending *cant wait*

july is ain't good month for me. serious. lotsa things happened, and feeling glad that am not so bad luck.

hmm caryn asked me a good question today, "so are you excited bout the new change?"

i didn't answer her. just don't know how to answer her.

today my 1st meeting with my new client (and tomorrow am having my last wip meeting, is been 2 years working on the account). i can surely give an answer to caryn now, yes! am excited bout it. i think i back to me (the two years ago me).

i had a long talk with my boss earlier, telling her i need a new environment and i think i'm just not suitable for the job. hehe, she always know what is bordering me. am glad for all the chances she gave.

guess things happened this while, make me losing my focus, am too emotional attached. i learned one lesson, never ever get too emotional attached, this round proved how worse case you will be if you did it. fallback plans are important!

guess, things getting better. and guess what, my new client inspired me how to get going. she is such a nice person that you won't even want to get mad on her (told by mel). think, if you continue to be a good nice person, eventually people will see it.

ready for my new challenges? yes, of course! am making sure my fallback plans are really great enough to support me in the future same things happened, now building it hehee!