If ...

This afternoon, during Business Strategy class, this suddenly came to my mind: "what if I blind ..." These few nights, although I was very tired but no matter how hard I tried to sleep also can't, I just rolled over and over my bed ... Then I feel pain on my eyes, may be my eyes are too tired and not having enough of rest. I told blue-ie and goffy that I feel like there is fire on my eyes, hahaha! Why? I always sending the wave to guys until my eyes are too hot .. WTH Caroline is bluffing here, keke!

What if I blind ... Then I can't finish my assignments and THESIS then cannot graduate. So now is not the right time for me to get blind. And it is so scary if you are blind. Your worth world is dark and you are not sure about what and who is surround you, I am going to be panic as I don't like uncertainty.

For those who are blind but still manage to have a great achievement in their life, we can imagine how strong and determine they are. Actually we should take those disability as our role model. They are not scare but face it. Sometimes when we are facing difficulties, we will just run away from the problem, complain this and that but never think what is the reason that make us fall. Addition, we should more appreciate what we are having.

Maybe May is coming soon, need to get a job, settle down ... a lot of worries ... whether which industry I should pursuit, which company should I pick, what's my career path, what can I do to continually upgrade myself ... Oh gosh, thesis le!! Haizzz ... It is life, it is the crossroad again that everyone will face in their life time. Perhaps what can I do know is do my best part, analyze every alternative to pick the best one. And I am sure Caroline can make it!!!