Final Semester

Lecture: "You guys have less than 5 weeks time to meet me ... ... "

5 weeks??!!! Gosh! Time is flying so fast ... *worry*

Goffy told me this morning, got 2 chinese girl coursemates already finish their Thesis - Chapter, meaning that they already finsih their whole thesis. Mine?? I just finished entering 113 sets questionnaire's result into SPSS. Actually I am kind of happy yesterday night as I still got another 37 sets to go (my friends still haven;t send it back to me) ONLY, then next week, once I get all collected, can start working on my analysis. NOW ... kind of worry, not kind of, is very very worry.

We still have less than 9 weeks to go (including study week and final exam). What's my next step? Where should I go? What should I do? ... I am sure everyone are now busy with assignments, projects, thesis, preparing resume, going to career fairs (be it organized by university, public, even got people going singapore's) ... ... BUSY BUSY BUSY

Since everybody claimed that they are so busy, did you all guys really know what you all are busy with? What kind of life (after graduate) you want actually?

If you ask me, I will tell you frankly that I still want to play. I wish I have 1 to 2 years time to travel around the world, do whatever I love, learn whatever I am interest with, live the life that I dream of ... BUT reality is very crucial and we need to face the fact. What is the fact then?
The fact is "NO MONEY, NO TALK". Friends, don't you agree with me, we all are living in a materialistic world. The truth is always heart-breaking and cruel. We all (when still schooling) will keep dreaming of what I want, what I will be, when I am getting rich ... and etc. For me, I guess after graduate, as others will do, working! Before got plan to further my Master straight after graduate but think think think .. is better to earn the tuiion fees myself if I really want to continue. Used my parents' money for so many year already, I still got another 2 younger brothers, parents always give the best to me, feel like very unfair to my brothers though they never complain about it. I should be more understanding, no more a teenager, should learn to take the responsibility myself.

to be continued ...