when (c) is in ♥

i always love the quote, "she is smart till she falls in love" ...

when (c) is in ♥
she will become a really really stupid dumbass
she will miss him every single seconds when her mind is not occupied (and she always choose to be just occupied by him, him, and him ...)
she will give him cute nickname, calling him bi instead of dear/darling cause she calls everyone she knows dear & darling

BUT

she is scare of getting hurt
she will suspect this and that...maybe is all because the past relationships she had making her so insecure. yay, "insecure" the word, that will create all kind of nonsense
she really need her bi to be more understanding, showering her with more care, love & attentions so she won't feel insecure. it is unfair but girl being girl, boy being boy, i still think bi should do it

she is scares of uncertainties as well
she is learning to take it in a different manner she can
she is not sure still, bout bi
she is taking the risk which is can't be calculated, even actuaries

she doesn't know what it will be
as for now, she just know to cross her fingers praying for something good