i miss popo :(

popo is sick. she is admitted to hospital & diagnosed having a tumor in her intestine :(

i just called her day before she admitted to hospital. she already not feeling well for about 2 weeks. when i talked to her, her voice was so weak but still she nagged me as usual, to eat my meals on time, becareful when i'm going home at late night ... asking me when i'm getting my car ...

mom is taking care of her at night. she called me this afternoon to check on me. yay, check on me, cause i wasn't feeling well since last thursday. popo is worry with me too though she is in hospital now *TOUCH*

omg i miss her so much!

trying to hold on my tears and called both my brothers to talk to them, they always got way to stop me from crying.

i have a very close relationship with my popo till my popo from dad side jealous. what to do. i stayed with her since i was 13 till i entered universities. i still remember how lovely she is ... she woke up very early every morning to prepare breakfast for me. i was very bad, i will sleep as much as i can, will only wake up when she walked up again and appeared in the doorstep (else i will continue to sleep, sleep and sleep). i was always last minute, rushing like hell so she will make sure my cereal/coffee/milk temperature is warm enough for me to drink immediately.

every night i will sure talk to her before sleep, any topics. haha! i still remember when i was in university, i miss her more than my mom :) she is a very strict person but i know what she did all for our own good. without her, i won't be one i am today. thank you so much popo! and i really love you.

*miss her miss her*

i want to go home but uncle said no need to go back. anyway, i will try to make a short trip back. cause i really miss her and just want to make sure i'm there to give her my support.

*pray pray pray* God bless popo!