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July 26, 2009

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"No one is perfect, and that if we expect to be loved for all our imperfections, why are we so reluctant to accept and forgive the imperfections of others?" ...


Life is fragile & really really unpredictable.

Days before, I was telling him happily that I'm going to write him an email instead to share some "bloody good news" (for me) since he is always busy, busy, and busy. But I didn't. Within these couples of days, my emotions were riding ups and downs. Good news-email?! Now, no more. I would say I start "closing" myself to all these again ... I'm very scare of that kind of feelings. You may say I'm a coward, who care! (Sorry, emo emo so sounds so harsh)


"You will miss it when I'm gone."



We are having QBR this coming week. The works of brands I handling, both Yes! and Friso got very good rating from Yasmin. During the rating session, she was sharing how she felt for Teoh's fiancee. It was so sad and she gonna make a movie out of it ...

As usual, if she is in town, every mornings she came with Yew Leong, she sure will greet us when she passed by our place. And thou 3 years of marriage, both of them still very much in love. Two lovey-dovey couple :)

The day she collapsed, just right before she going to TV3 and lunch with her hubby, she was kacau-ing us while we were having our lunch in bistro. Hours, news about she was collapsed was announced. My heart was jumping hard, and I been thinking to myself, why ... why ... why all these kept happen ... She is such a great person. She is kind. She is down-to-earth. She is an inspirational person ... why is life so unfair. If anything happen to her, how will Yew Leong be? You were sad for Teoh's fiancee and you can't be doing this to him since you love him so much ...

On the Friday morning, TKE was telling us, she was stable and asked us to be positive and pray for her. Then, Saturday night, just before we manage to pay her a visit on Sunday morning, she left us ... the scene of Yasmin & Yew Leong holding hands, lovey-dovey walking to the lift was the last memory she gave to me.

Ya, everyone should be strong. God loves her so much and so He wants her to go back to his side.

Life ... life ... life ...

What I would say, do whatever you wanna do so there's no regret in your life.

Be strong, Yew Leong.

Rest in peace, Yasmin.

1 comment:

blue fish said...

same here, as da-gu also the same. no matter how the outcome, we jsut need courage, i mean lot of ~thru, i need to live my day as 'the-ever-last-day-in-my-life' mode.Cause how briliant one man, we will never know what coming next