Random

Moody day. Very extreme mood swing.

Mood swing?! = PMS?!

Make me thinking of "couple", one will always been influenced by another one, the change of mood is extreme. He/She can be very happy and sweet in this second, and turn into monster in the next second. Shall I say it is a process any couple will go through, just like normal life's up and down.

For me, I don't know why, I hardly trust my another part. I can throw tantrum on him because he is saying out something that I'm not happy with it. This time I choose to unblock him, hahaha, he suddenly felt my lost and gave me few calls. He is always like that, keep taking the same old way to make situation seem okay but actually the problem is still there. And I believe it will still be there forever and ever.

*remain unsolved*

What I want actually? I don't know. No idea at all. The fact is I don't even have time to really think through it :( I thought my swollen eye is okay already today, who know "come back" again NOW! Haiz .. better drink more herbs tea to keep myself from sick cause I really hate medicine. Bad mood.

Argg, sleepy Caroline typing this so-called "Random" post, no objective for this blog, just to shout out what's inside my mind, keep it clear so that I can have a very very very soundly sleep.

I need some shoppings!!!! But no money, how?! Perhaps I can go and get Ivan's manager that from Germany to become my bf, since he is just broke up with his gf. Get him to buy me a Chevrolet Aveo, PSP, Wii Fit, shopping, lotsa shoppings and lotsa lotsa shoppingssss ... *joking joking* I'm not that bad and materialistic le.

Darling will be away from tomorrow till next Monday :( Miss him already although he is still in town *so po* Really miss those days. Since I start working, everything change, no longer that flexible to do whatever I want to do, go wherever I want to go .. poor things! Just as he always say, "normal la, what to do?!" I use to get angry with him because saying this, felt like he just muddle through to me BUT now I understand why he said it.

Okay, finally threw all my thoughts in this so-called "recycle bin" (for today). Have a good night sleep, rest well, and have a great start tomorrow, cheers!!!