Hi, Carol!

April 20, 2011

family

home sick. miss my mom, my dad, my brothers, my home sweet home and everything back in alor star ...
funny isn't it? i've been not staying with my parents for more than 10 years but still "that feeling" is always following me.

i went back hometown last two weeks. not a short one, not a long one too, 5 days :) it is always great to be home, be my daddy & mommy girl - the lil princess of them ♥ sweet sweet sweet ...

few words ain't enough to express my love for my family. i'm a lucky girl. yes, i am! and i'm very proud to be in the family. you will never know how supportive my family will be for me. too bad, i just understood it when i started my university life 5-6 years back (oh no! i'm old already ... oh no!...) in skudai. friends are important when you are outside but family ... they are one that will never fail you whenever you need them.

joejoe followed me back this time round too. and i feel very happy that he can mix well with my family; and they love him too. teeeeheee! both of me & joe are the luckiest one cause he has a great family too!

really thanks god for all the blessings!

poay eng jiu jiu left us for coming half a year already, time flies ... miss him still. i will still feel the heart pain every single time when think of him. sorry for my immature and thanks to my mom & aunties for all the courage to me to move on. stupid me! losing a family member you closed to is not easy to just leave it behind your mind. i believe he has back with my grandpa in the lovely land :) eventually we all will meet again one day.

things are unpredictable. family is precious.

spend more time for them and they would appreciate it than you just giving them $$ every months. they need love and not just money alone.

if is been long you never talk to your parents, call them up, just a couple of minute but it means everything ...

sometimes we are just too busy of being busy, don't ya?

March 14, 2011

白色情人节快乐!

"女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋努力改变现状；
女孩子并不在乎与你生活一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上；
女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；
女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你们的未来。"

there's always ups & downs in a relationship, no matter how long you two have been together.
it is crucial how you two gone through al the hiccups and make the relationship stronger.

today is white valentine, found this clip & would like to share with you guys on this special day.

i wasn't perfect.
i have really bad temper, so as my bb.
however, thanks God, really ...
we are working this out greatly.

and, undeniable, he is a great bf!

Happy White Valentine to you, bb! Love you always *muack* ♥

February 25, 2011

mommy, 我爱你! ♥

know what, i used to argue a lot with my mom when i was a teenage girl. ever since i went to uni, she becomes my best friend ever. she will always be there whenever i need her ♥

she knows my temper, she know my personality well ... she know how to calm me down ... she does magic!

i'm not feeling well this week. gastric attacking me again. period pain & gastric, when two come together, there's nothing to funny about. i feel touch, really ... she checks on me everyday to make sure my condition is getting better. (honestly, she did more than my bf did)

there's one time, when i was a young girl, guess i was 4. i had a nightmare, mom leaving me. i woke up crying and looking for my mom, crying loudly when i saw her in the kitchen. i still remember i was with my teddy bear and my mom came hug me to calm me now. funny is, till now, i always mix up my dream with my real life, my dreams are always so true to believe.

my mom is a very sentimental type. when i went back for this year cny, we talked about my engagement, she was telling my dad, "oh, i thought it wasnt true. it's no joke and i feel sad" ... mom, i wanted to tell you, no matter what, i will always your daughter! and i want to be your daugther forever and ever.

she is the "best-est" mom ever!! mommy, 我爱你! ♥