friendship

i have no idea why am i keep having nightmares these days. maybe i should just get a dream catcher.

again, last night. the funny thing is that what i dreamt of was the fear i have for myself relating to gossip girl series i'm addicted too.

friendship. i start to realise that once you get older, your so-called best friends are getting lesser and lesser. and you start to appreciate more on the close relationship you have with family. the first time having this kind of feeling was when i entered UTM. i was the only one in my "gang" that in JB, others are in KL. i felt depressed ...

anyway, it wasn't that bad. after 3 years course, everyone apart with their own dreams. meeting another batch of people and changing another new job, you met another batch of new people ... (that's why i have so many friends in my Facebook friend list).

ask yourself, the closest friend you can rely on when you are having problem ... i bet one hand five fingers are far more than enough.

betrayal? yes, i guess it happened to all of us. i'm considered soft-hearten type, i forgive though i'm madly mad when i found out.

i used to have this good friend that i share every single secrets. it was a big shocked when i found she actually betrayed me. i wasn't sure how to deal with it for this time round ... i thought i forgave but i realise i was not.

time heals? maybe, perhaps.

i was watching gossip girl season 3 last night, i bet you guys know what is it all about in gossip girl, backstab ... betray ... and i had a stupid dream bout this friend who betrayed me. AND the worse thing is i always make my dream connecting with my life ... argh! feeling insecure for no reason ... funny me, i would say!

hopefully i can be a lot more better after "shooting" all my emoOooOoos here. ciao, people!~

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2011 resolutions. simple & high EQ, the keywords

Jan 2011 is coming to the end and Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Many have back to their home sweet home and get ready for CNY celebration. Me? Shy to say that I will be only be home day before CNY. Pity, isn't? Life ... I shouldn't complain much, better than those who are out from the country and couldn't make it for the celebration.
I'm learning to appreciate what I have ... & be thankful for everything I have.

I believe you have set a new list of 2011 resolutions, so do I. I got it done night before 01.01.2011, just ... it was dragged till now then only have chance to put it up here.

Time flies. 2010 is a year filled with laughers and cries ... nothing to complain about, it is a process to be stronger :) I learn to be more thankful for what I have now, life is so fragile and so unexpected, and I would like to lead a life without any regrets.

Let's do a review for the resolutions set in year 2010:

1. Career
Check! I'm now Assistant Brand Manager in F&N Dairies now. Although I'm still not really sure bout this decision made but I keep telling myself, why not just give myself 1 year time to try it out. There's nothing I will lose but gain. Stay positive!

2. Stay pretty
Hmm was 47/8 before my Bali trip 2 weeks ago. Keeping fit is a lifetime "career" for every single girl. This year target - 43 - 45kg, I know it is ain't easy but more determination needed to make this coming true.

3. Car
Yes, my baby WUA =)

4. Travel
Budget constraint after I got my baby WUA. Guess things getting better after I change to F&N.

5. Blog more
Muahaha ... Trying ...

6. Love
It wasn't in my list BUT I found one I love and I have never expect it happened to me. Long way to go still ...

Not to bad, isn't it? Brave to myself!


Resolutions for year 2011:
#1 Career 
Need to work hard for more money!!! High EQ needed and I really need to be more mature in handling my emotional.
#2 Love 
LDR is ain't easy but I choose to put in more efforts to treasure my love to my bb joejoe.
#3 Stay healthy and pretty
#4 Spend more time with family
#5 Travel

Plan for this year: Korea for summer sales. Australia for Aurora wedding then visiting bb joejoe in New Zealand.

#6 Financially stable

Kar yao kar yao! ^^

laogong, 我爱你

一对年老夫妇，一起走过大半辈子，多年来他们每晚睡前最后一刻必定会跟对方说一句：我爱你。别人问他们为什么有这个习惯，丈夫说：我们都这把年纪了，这样做是为了保证，假如我们其中一个第二天没有醒来，我们在人生里留给对方最后一句话就是这三个字。

There's an old couple, along the lifetime through many years they will definitely say "I love you" to each other  before bed. When asked why, the husband said, "we are at this age, this is to ensure that, if we did not wake up in the next morning, we left each other in life the last sentence is that last three words".

Sweet, isn't it? Yay, me & joejoe say "I love you" to each other before bed every night, no matter what. I was smiling in my heart when I saw this post randomly.

laogong, 我爱你! ♥

back to reality

back to reality. NO!

blue. i'm feeling blue today.

yay, just got back from my bali trip with my joejoe. miss him already :'( *sob sob*